Evil Continues

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It is a good time for them to show up because then you're questioning your own sanity as well (asking yourself whether or not you actually saw it), and one of the real goals of the evil in this world is to create doubt and make people question reality.

thank you for the feedback. One thing I didn't mention was that I have a very bad time falling asleep. I hardly sleep much so can that be a cause or a way for spirits/shadow people to manifest in some way?

Something VERY similar happened to me when I was a pre-adolescent. I was sleeping, woke up suddenly feeling as if my head (or brain) was spinning as fast as the Earth was rotating. It was a very unpleasant/scary feeling. I got up to run downstairs to where my mother was watching TV and had to cross quite a few doorways. At each doorway I saw evil faces grinning at me. Some of them looked like the characters from that old video game "Spy vs. Spy" with very sharp, pointy faces, if anyone is familiar. At any rate--yes, I remember it so vividly--I found my mother watching old "Candid Camera" reruns. I remember running in there and completely spazzing out on her, screaming "There's something wrong with my head! There's something wrong with my head!"

She asked me what it was, and I couldn't explain it, but nor could I stop freaking out. She asked if it HURT and I said "No" that it was just "spinning". She eventually calmed me down somehow--how this all ended finally is a complete haze--and encouraged me to go back to sleep, which I did.

After that incident, I was terrified for days, if not weeks, afterward. I wanted to talk to my mother about it but it felt too scary/weird/embarrassing so I never mentioned it and just hoped it would never happen again. I did have the "head-spinning" feeling a lot in that house, but never the hallucinations again luckily.

Like you, I did not have the experience that I was "sleepwalking" just since people who sleepwalk seem to report a completely different type of subjective experience--i.e., they wake up and then realize that they've been sleeping/dreaming, whereas my experience was nothing like that; rather, I really did feel awake the whole time.

All that said, in the end and looking back after 20 years of thinking about it every once in a while, I DO feel like it was most likely some weird form of sleepwalking (something 'in-between' sleepwalking and being awake, perhaps) that did have to do with my brain and that while I still cannot explain or even give a name to what it was, I don't think it was paranormal. Around the very same time, I was experiencing a lot of stress with my parents fighting, and I had (unbeknownst to me back then) begun to develop OCD. I had started touching banisters a certain way, being afraid of things like "what if I blurt out some obscenity right now?" whenever I was with an adult and we were sitting in silence, and things of that nature. I also became very afraid around that same time of things like sleeping with my legs or arms or anything crossed, or not saying my prayers in a certain 'perfect' way. For a while I feared mirrors, demons, and even the possibility that I might be Satan (all of which is gone now).

While a slight, slight part of me still doesn't fully dismiss the notion that maybe it wasn't that house we were living in--I always felt like there was always something very odd about the attic where I slept, just as I experienced it back then--I ultimately lean heavily toward the conclusion that it was just psychological and one of the ways that my inexperienced and confused kid mind knew to handle the stress that I was being put through at the time. The brain is such an insanely complex thing--capable of so much more than a lot of people realize.

Well, that's just my story, and my two cents. Best regards.

This is not good, the only dark entity I know of that appears with goat horns is Satan. It's been mentioned a number of times in the bible and other places as well that Satan has forms that has horns, and in some cases they're goat horns. It should also be noted that goats have been thought to be related to Satan in some form or another in stories that have been written as fiction as well, so it's more than likely related. There's also other names that's attributed to satan (even in the bible it seems) in this form, one of which is Azazil, although that's likely one of the older names, possibly from Hebrew or Aramaic (although I'm not sure). My only advice is to pray, and possibly have the house cleansed if you feel it should be. Be safe.

Hi, B. Sorry to hear of your experience. Sounds very sucky. Bad enough to encounter neg. Entities in public but nothing's worse when they're in your home. That should be one place you always feel safe. I've had a couple of "home invasions" in my life. I've had a couple assaults while sleeping when I was younger by a strong evil entity. Seems to be a common experience to many. A few years ago I had the unfortunate experience of rats getting into my cellar via a tiny hole in the foundation. Very unpleasant creatures. Even after I got rid of them, I noticed a lot of noises in my kitchen at night. I mean unmistakeably loud & numerous. It would lessen a lot if I kept the lights on, but it made me feel very uneasy, so for weeks/months I'd burn incense (frankincense, myrrh, copal -- the biggies) pray to God, St. Michael, Jesus, to rid my house of any negativity, etc. I'd throw salt & rosemary oil in the corners & dark spaces. Finally, it ceased almost completely, and I can turn the lights out without it sounding like something loud & scary's in the dark. For my personal protection, I wear gemstones as pendants. They're HUGE helps. Different stones react differently with people. I always wear a red garnet against my skin. It's got a very protective vibe with me, and gives me a lot of energy, believe it or not. Making an infusion of rosemary & rosemary oil & water, and using it as a body spray/facial toner really helps. If I saw something in physical form (I'm an empath. I can't see them unless I don't sleep, but I can feel them.), I'd keep a spray bottle of salted water (or rosemary oil & water) next to my bed, so I could spray them if I wanted to. Nothing worse than being "unarmed" in the presence of negative entities. If this demon or whatever is using the mirror as a portal into your home, I'm sure there's a way to bind it & block it's entry. Not my forte, but I'm sure there's info online. Don't be afraid to yell at it and tell it to get the f*** out of your house, either. It's amazing how something that basic works well for all kinds of human/non-human pests. Good luck, B.

Well,I think it might be one of the goat-headed demons. They look alike satyr in ancient Greek mythology. They are His subjects like angels. Believe in God's power and pray to him. But for it to happen you must be fearless of the demon and doubtless of God I believe. I think that demon has power upon you because you are afraid of it. Many demons weaken their victims will by invoking fear and doubt in them.

I used to see shadow and I used to be scared of the dark too. Ever since I've started working with angels, it's stopped. I do see my father's guides, they're shadowy figures but I know that they cannot harm me. My father is a shaman, Whenever I get that fearful feeling, I call upon my angels to surround me with their light. You can ask for AA Micheal to help you remove them from your space, and to hold the space for you. Tell him to only allow the highest vibrations to enter your space. This is what I do, and it helps a lot. Soon you will start to believe in it and it will be second nature to do this. In the beginning I had doubts but I don't have it anymore.