My problem is that I wholeheartedly want believe that I have some kind of special ability. I have been able to sense and see ghost up until I was until my 6th grade year. I was in class and then I started to feel sick, my vision turned white but then as soon as it happened, it was gone. For a short while I was not able to see or feel my other worldly companions.
About a year later I would notice that people had different colored outlines around their bodies, which I later found out was their aura. Around this time I also developed a kind of enhanced sense of, people? If I had an uneasy feeling about a person I would usually be right about the feeling, but I'm not sure if this is special, is it just a gut feeling that every person has?
Lastly, I feel as if I am connected to certain elements: water, wind, and fire. Fire I believe I've had the longest connection with, as a child I was raised Catholic and thus was often forced to go to church. During the mass I would always "play" with the giant lit candels that were up by the priest in the front, by play I meant moving it the fire around from afar. Water is the second element that I've felt a connection with. I grew up in the central valley of California so my family and I never lived by large bodies of water, they also worked a lot to support my brothers and I. But whenever we had a chance to go to a lake I would always be the first in the water and the last to leave, whenever I was in the water it felt so peaceful and comforting. Finally, wind. The connection with the wind is a connection that I have had recently. I don't know when exactly it happened but one day I just felt the wind in a different way and from that moment on I felt the connection.
If I do have a connection with these elements how can I grow stronger and learn how to manipulate them?
So if anyone would be so kind as to tell me if I do possess any special abilities I would be most grateful.