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Is Something Trying To Possess Me?


I guess to make sense of this I should give a little back story. I have always been clarisentient and empathic for as far back as I can remember. My clarisentience is to the point where I really don't need to look anything up unless it's to fill in gaps in my knowledge. And my empathy is strong enough that when I don't have it locked up tight I can't control how much of other people's emotions I adopt as my own.

Now that my explanation is out of the way let me explain my issue. Always like clockwork at around 11:00 or 12:00 midnight every night since I turned 18, I keep feeling like I'm being watched. I don't think it means to harm me now but I get the feeling that it would if I did something. I just can't find out what that something is. And the only reason I haven't gotten rid of it is that it feels familial to me.

The problem is I don't think it likes me and it's extremely difficult to sleep with something watching you that you can feel quite clearly does not like you. It's starting to get to the point where I won't sleep without a light on and I'm 19. I can't see ghosts' I can only feel that they are there and what their emotions are and occasionally sense bits and pieces of what they want to say. Sometimes I get the feeling that it's forcing me to go to sleep and when I wake up, and I am even more tired than when I went to sleep.

And like I said it feels familiar to me. I get the feeling that it was or is family to me. And I don't know if I'm wrong or not. I also know that I've felt its presence before but it's never been constant. It only started being constant when I turned 18. I also get the feeling it wants my body and that I'm adapting pieces of its personality.

If it helps, I have an older half sibling that my mom aborted because it would have been a rape baby. Anyway anyone that can help please do I'm desperate here. I can't make it leave and I've tried to please help me.

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PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
12 years ago (2012-11-16)
Use protection and meditate or relax.
Then ask the spirit whom it is?
Is it family?
Is it a guide?
Is it a deceased person whom is similar to you.

I say this, because people can say many things,
And the only person you will believe beyong a shadow of a doubt is yourself.

If in doubt, ask for confirmation 3 times.
Zin (guest)
12 years ago (2012-11-11)
The question you have to ask yourself is this really an evil spirit or simply your spirit guide. Something you should be coming aware of at your age.
calvinvalerian (guest)
12 years ago (2012-11-10)
This is the official term for a ghost "The jinn". Ghost is called jinn. Jinn is not a person's deceased soul. We live side by side with them but we just can't see them. They also have weight but far lighter than human (of course they are subtle creatures). Either human or jinn who've died, they don not roam the earth anymore. They will all return to God carried by the angel of death (the angel's manifestation can be 2: a black figured angel for sinner or a white angel with a bright face like the sun for faithful person | angel also have the ability to change to anything like the jinn but angels don't live like human neither jinn).

If you're not used to live with jinn, I have a solution for you. For me, it's fine live side by side with the jinn because they are blessed with God's light like mine so they don't get burn when I say holy words.

A jinn can only possess a human if their mind is empty like daydreaming. Not every human can be possessed by jinn. If your aura is protected with God's light either bright golden or bright white light, jinn has 0% chance to mess up with you.

To get this protection directly from God you only need your tongue:

Bright golden aura - Say "Hallelujah".

Bright white aura - Say "la ilaha illa Allah".

Both of the holy words will result thick powerful bright light emitted by your aura. From jinn eyes, they will see the face of the human who are protected with this light like seeing sunlight in midday. God's light is dazzling bright and fire-hot to jinn who are away from God's path (like those jinn who helps human to do voodoo). Any human who are protected with God's light are immune to any type of magic ranging from the weakest to the strongest in jinn realm. If you don't believe me, go to the house of voodoo witch tell her to attack you with the most powerful magic she got. Just calmly say hallelujah for many times. She will get amazed you are immune. What happen with her magic in jinn realm? The jinn couldn't penetrate the light barrier which sealed your aura. Tooooo strong for them.

The worst case is if the witch can see the light shone off from your aura. She will immediately become 100% tremendously hesitate whether want to attack you or not.

In my country there has been a case to ex-most powerful shaman. His most devastating magic is a long distance punch which able to crush a stone from 50meter. He was also able to stand on water. But his power come from the jinn. I'll cut to the case, when he was about to attack a priest while the priest chanting "hallelujah". Suddenly the invisible veil which border what human should see and shouldn't were removed by God. He saw a dazzling bright golden light with rainbow color around it shone from the priest's aura. He then became hesitate and because the magic is already being cast on his hand, want it or not he attempted to attack the priest right in front of him. Even stone from 50 meter away destroyed by him moreover the priest which is right in front of him right? But not even a single physical contact was made, the shaman were bounced off 12meter by his own attack, vomit blood and become lunatic for one year.

After the incident, a white bright light met him then turned to a figure of a man but very bright and tell the shaman "I'm the Alpha and Omega the beginning and the end, I'm the king from the east" and asked him if he wants to repent or not. Without him thinking anymore suddenly something forced him to nod - after that all his magic power and 6th sense are gone. And live like a normal human.

Everything that I told you are true story. None of it "I think it's like this or that".
callthewind (2 posts)
12 years ago (2012-11-09)

I say trust your instincts about who this presence is and speak to it, not necessarily out loud. Tell it to leave and that it may not feed on your energy. Also, tell yourself not to give it any energy. You may have to repeat this procedure. Be brave and have confidence.

However, you said in your comment "on some level I don't want it to leave". Perhaps it is looking for your help (explains the angry energy) and you are looking to help it.

Either way, you have the power within you to stop it or to help.

I wish you good fortune.
Noorh (2 stories) (168 posts)
12 years ago (2012-11-09)
imagine light around you
I feel sorry you have to go throgh this
Moonkit93 (2 stories) (1 posts)
12 years ago (2012-11-08)

I read the story you recommended to me and it sounds exactly like what I'm going through. Do you think it's a problem that on some level I don't want it to leave. I would think it is but I wouldn't know for sure.
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
12 years ago (2012-11-08)
What you are describing sounds as a discarnate soul.
There are various reasons why deceased children/people
Are earth bound.

If you click on my User Name there is a story:
Working With: Human Souls Stuck In Earth Plane

Some souls (children/adults) are around, attach to a human so they can live vicariously via the human host. Sometimes they
Are just around for a while, then move on.
Other times they have issues to resolve before moving on.

A seasoned healer can check you aura.
And know how to release a soul, or do
"Spirit release," is the term they use in the UK.

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