Can anyone explain if my experience was real or a figment of my imagination? My boyfriend passed away almost four months ago. I submitted another story earlier and don't think I should repeat myself.
While asleep the other night, I "dreamt" I saw my late boyfriend. I couldn't see his face but could tell it was his silhouette, he said nothing. He was on top of me and I feel his weight (not full weight). I just held on to him, hugging him and kept asking him why? (Long story as to why I asked him why but he kept a lot of things from me). While I was hugging him, I thought in my head, how odd it would be if someone was to watch me sleeping now and how funny it would appear to them to see me hugging thin air. I only mention this, because it seems as though I knew that what was happening is not "normal". I could physically feel me hugging him and I knew it was him when I can physically feel the outline of his body.
He started to fade and I asked him to please not go yet, so I can hold him a bit longer. He stayed awhile longer. I woke up in tears, I didn't even realize I was crying in my "dreams". I didn't feel sad when I saw him. I was glad and surprised to see him. Any input as to if this was real, did he really visit or my wishful thinking manisfesting in a dream? Why couldn't I see his face but could see his form and why didn't he say anything to me? Is it because he is newly passed and his spirit is not strong enough yet to come through? Thank you all in advance for your advice and help!