I lost my boyfriend 2 months ago. On the night he died, I sensed that something was wrong. I check his FB page and his friends were writing comments like, "our thoughts and prayers are with you", I asked them why were they saying that and I didn't hear anything back. I called the hospital closest to him, but they wouldn't tell me anything. That night I couldn't sleep at all and cold all night. I heard strange noises, but I thought, it can't be him because he was still alive. I never let the thought of him dying ever enter my mind. Early morning I called a family member and they told me he had died last night.
The thing is I'm worried about his spirit. Where do spirits go after death? Do they just live in their realm like we do in ours? He was a good person, but did things that have hurt other people (emotionally). I just want to know if he is ok. A few days after his death I had two dreams. First one was my helping him move in into his new apartment, I was unpacking his things and I turned around and he kissed me. Second dream was he and I were under a huge willow tree, there were a lot of people around. He asked me to dance and we danced under the willow tree.
After he died, I've found out a lot of secrets he had kept from me. A part of me feels so sorry that he had so much burden and another part of me is angry with him for keeping those secrets from me. I want him to move on and I always say to him in my mind to go to the light. That I've forgiven him. But I don't know if he believes it because I'm still crying almost everyday. To those of you who have psychic abilities or who are spiritual. Please help me understand what happens to a person when they die? Are they living in their own plain, like you and I? Do they go to heaven or the other place? Thank you all for your help.