A little background first: my husband left me and my 2 year old daughter a little over a year ago to be with his mistress. Within the last year, I met a wonderful man who has helped me move on through the divorce process and who has treated my daughter amazingly, like one of his own (he has two young girls himself). My ex-husband has recently (just last Thursday) bought a house near mine and moved into (I'm assuming with his mistress but I have no proof). Lately, when I see my ex-husband he seems very sad and his face looks void of emotions.
On October 28 (date has no significant meaning in my life), I was getting a massage. The woman doing the massage was wonderful and I was totally relaxed. As she was rubbing my back I started thinking about my name and how uncommon it is and repeating it over and over in my head. Suddenly, I saw a wand for a sonogram machine on my stomach and a face-on picture of a baby on the screen. I felt very confused because I wasn't sure whose baby it was (my ex-husband or my boyfriend). Then both men appeared before me but only my ex-husband seemed real, my boyfriend felt like a dream.
My ex-husband was on the left of my vision and my boyfriend was on the right. As I was thinking who could be the father of my baby, the masseuse touched the left side of my back. Suddenly it was very clear to me that my ex-husband was the father of this child and the child on the screen was not my daughter but it was another girl.
What could this be? Is it a vision of the future? Is my mind creating things that I want to be real? I feel like my life is better with my boyfriend but I hate that my ex-husband takes my daughter from me every other weekend.