A Confused Medium

I am eighteen years old and I have been a medium since I was five years old. One of my spirit guides, Jonathan, has been with me for the past four years. I have been told by him that he is here to help me with my dating life. I have never seen a healthy relationship. My father is abusive alcoholic and has done terrible things in the past. Jonathan has been sent to keep me from going down the same path my mother has. Every time I meet a guy that is interested in me Jonathan tells me that they are going to hurt me. For the past four years Jonathan has been telling me that I am going to marry this one particular guy. I have challenged him many times. The biggest smack in the face I got from him was two years ago. I told Jonathan that if I was really going to marry this one guy I would want to directly have a conversation with the guy. A week later I found out that we were friends on Facebook. Upon further examination I noticed that he had not been on in two years. Three days later, the guy went on his Facebook and a week after that we started talking. We talked online for a bout five months and then he deleted his Facebook. Jonathan has sent me many other signs telling me that I was going to marry this guy. Jonathan has been bringing us closer and closer together each year. I am going to college in NYC. When I got accepted to my school I had found out a week later that the guy Jonathan says I am going to marry was moving to NYC from L.A. I went to a psychic and she said that I was going to meet him very soon. I am very confused. I don't know if I am going to marry him or not. There are so many odd things that happen between the guy I'm supposedly going to marry and I. I can't help but believe that I am going to marry him. Does it sound like I will?