I would like to describe my feelings as a sensitive, emotional internet. The people I am very close or "connected" to, I can get the gist how they are feeling no matter how far away they are. For example, when I get a call on my cell phone, I will be able to tell who it is before I answer it, because I can feel whether or not they are directing their thoughts to me. I can tell by the way I feel who it is. If I feel confused, it is someone I am not quite so familiar.
For example, my best friend's energy feels very strong to me, and she feels differently than if my mother was calling, whose energy is significantly less. It is difficult to explain.
But tonight, something different happened. I was out with my other friend driving, and then I felt very unusual. I cannot describe it physically, but the gist of it was 'high pitched', 'afraid' and 'uncomfortable'. Almost like something was breaking. I cannot say that I have ever felt anything this strongly before, which is why I have sought out this place to write this experience.
This increase in awareness of her feelings may be due to the fact that I have spent every night for the past two weeks with her, except tonight, so I was trying to stay especially in tune to her.
I was probably 15 miles from my hometown, and I knew that the only person I would still be able to feel would be my best friend, since I didn't know anyone in the present town, and anyone else back home wouldn't be strong enough to reach me. Only her energy would be strong enough to get to me.
It wasn't a good feeling that I was having. I felt very unhappy. So I called her cell to see what was up (I haven't told her that I get these feelings). Someone who was with her picked up her phone. They told me she was throwing up from drinking too much. I could hear her crying and retching in the background.
The girl on the phone told me where they were located. The closer I drove to the place where my best friend was, the stronger I felt her upset energy.
When I started to feel this feeling, the high pitched and afraid feeling, it was up and down. I mean, it would be strong one moment and then ease out the next. But as the night progresses, I can feel her settling down, still awake, but very tired.