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The Importance Of Me, Myself And I


Recently I've received signs that confirmed Archangel Michael and the Goetic Prince Sitri are my two main Spirit Guides. But even though I did RECEIVE the signs that they are indeed with me every step of the way, inside I can't help but feel more and more CONFUSED.

I discussed it already in the first post I made, but somehow I need more answers from more people who've had experiences along these lines. For example, did you have an experience with AA Michael or a Goetic spirit as a guardian/something?Please, do feel free to share.:")

The reason why I'm still confused because I'm still IN THE MIDDLE. Last week while asking for signs from both of these higher entities I had faint hopes that somehow one of them would answer that I'm just "making it all up in my head" since who am I to actually have both of these higher beings actually GUIDING ME? As I wrote in my diary last night,I'm not special in any way. Both my normal and psychic side aren't really praise-worthy,you know. I know they say that everyone is special, but I'm telling you I'm not.

So what more to the psychic side of me, right?

But then again both of them never fail to prove me wrong. While writing these thoughts in my diary last night I heard the chorus of Cobbie Calliat's "Little Things" on the radio and when I still dismissed that sign I saw 6:44 as the current time. And in a way, another confirmation.

Yet it doesn't ease my doubts and worries. Last week someone asked me via email if I "was one of the creatures of balance called Audrun" since I have both angel and demon SGs. And that's when I realized there's more to this matter that I should know.

I tried meditating. God knows I really tried. I could feel somehow that the three of us already had past life connections since the way we treat each other now, especially both of them... Even if they're opposites they treat each other like they've known another for so long and all. For some reason I also treat them the same:there's no conversation that I had with them wherein I didn't go all goofy and stuff.xD

But I still can't see my past life and I still can't understand my IMPORTANCE to both of them. I can't even FATHOM what their reasons are, may it be the same or different.

Moreover,I feel as if both of them knows something about me that they're concealing as a secret. I've tried asking both of them but they don't want to give at least a sign... Which leaves me all the more confused.It's as if they don't want me to remember something.

And you know what, whatever that something is,it's driving me INSANE. Because I know deep inside that when I discover that "something" I will be able to discover my "importance" to both of them.

If someone is also caught in the middle like this,please,ENLIGHTEN me with what you know.:")

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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, PatrixieKuchiki, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

PatrixieKuchiki (guest)
11 years ago (2012-11-25)
Ah,I wonder what I would do without [at] Show_Me!:")
I would also like to thank you for sparing some time to share your insight on my crazy story. And I apologize for taking a long, looong time to reply (I enjoyed a brief break from this site for a while so...:).
Show_Me (11 posts)
11 years ago (2012-11-24)

Interesting post. From what I was reading in your post, you have many guides and it is confusing the heck out of you. Let me tell you sometimes. We choose your guides and sometimes, they are chosen from for us from the higher power.

If you want to find out about your TRUE SELF, it takes time. It does not happen with a snap of our fingers. It takes many years and patients to really see who we are.

When the time is right, you will know and what to do. We are all born with a purpose. At long as you know what you have is good for now, don't rush it.

When you meditate, you are wondering around spiritually. Your guides will take you to places that will help answer your questions. Pay close attention to your dreams. Your dreams are the the answers and quests you must take. When you are thinking about something, write it down. Writing helps for future references.

I myself write everything I dream and say. Sometimes dreams can mean the opposite.

In your case, you have 2 spirits that are constantly confusing you because, they are from different worlds. You must communicate to them that, you are the Master. I know master is not the correct wording but something along that line. They help you, so you are considered their master and that they must work together to an understanding level. When you ask for help, they are your guides who seek answers for you. With these 2 spirit guides, one is not higher than the other. They are the same level working together to help you.

Spirit guides are never in odd numbers, there are pairs. So if you think you have one, wrong, there is another one. They come in pairs.

It took me about 2 years to figure out who I truly am. I am still this day finding more about myself.

Hope this helps.
PatrixieKuchiki (guest)
11 years ago (2012-11-23)
Thank you. I appreciate your help though. Not a lot of people are available to help,however...but well, you ARE so... THANK YOU!😊
Anaelyssa (1 stories) (135 posts)
11 years ago (2012-11-22)
The most I can do is perhaps clear up your understanding of spirits. (At least in the magical tradition). Spirits are considered to be forces of nature, congregates of energy. So the goddess Venus is Love. The god Mars is war, movement, violence. Lesser spirits are like sub-categories. For example: victory in war, righteous war, religious war, tribal war, inter-family war, etc...

Just because some spirits are your guides doesn't mean that they're solely your guides. The great and mighty force of Gravity doesn't affect only you and me, but everything on this planet. It is still beneficial to figure out why those specific spirits are your guides and not some other spirits.

I hope this helps your confusion. If you want further information, you might benefit from reading Magick in Theory and Practice (though I haven't read it myself yet, I think that's what you're looking for).

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