So in a few days my friend will be dead one year. She was killed in a car crash. It was a hard shock to me, I had not seen her in years, we were still friends. She moved a few years ago and you drift apart as you get older. I went to her wake that night. Later that night when I went home, I decided to go to bed and wake a little tv to take my mind of things. The tv switched itself off. And I thought this was very strange. I put it back on and it done it again twice. I thought this was very strange as the tv hasn't done that before and hasn't done it again. It was the night before my birthday and I was sad because the previous year my friend was the first to wish me happy birthday, and I was sad that this year it wasn't possible. Strangely enough on the morning of my birthday my other friend txted me and said that Claires mass card had arrived and she said it was a like a present from her. Which I found strange. A month or so later I was visiting my granny and she gave me a photo frame for no reason and I went home and I decided to put claires masscard in the frame. I touched her picture after I put it in and went to the kitchen to make food. I heard my door slam, my dog left the kitchen to see who it was. I shouted out thinking it was my boyfriend hiding on me. Gizmo was barking, I looked around his car wasn't there. I checked the door and it was locked. Strange isn't it?
I dream of her very often, I dream of a lot of people who have died. Claire told me in my dream she was ok. What does this mean?