I do not think of myself as psychic, but I've strange experiences, what normal mind, can't understand. When I was a little girl, in my visions visited a young man, who I considered as my ideal image of my dream man. Then, when school started, I stopped seeing him. Once, when I was 12, I did see him again with my inner vision.
When I was 15, I had a feeling, how one Spirit came, that is actually alive and talks to me and holds, kisses me. I felt it was the same guy from my visions.
When I was 17, I actually met him for real. I had a deep feeling for knowing him before, somewhere. Perhaps I know him from past life. But under the circumstances, we do not have any contact. I am not sure, what's going on.
But, I've seen his astral body, when I was 18 or 19. And now being 23, I have for some years, practically the same experience; I had, when I was 15. He is ALIVE, but his Spirit is visiting me, showers me with love and affection, tender and protection. I just know it is him and we never were in this life romantically involved at least not yet.
Yes, I love the feeling he is giving me through his Spirit, but I know that consciously he doesn't have these feelings for me yet.
Also I keep seeing a vision of me and him, happily old and married together. He watches me with admiration and I return him the feeling. Our grandchildren are running there just a perfect picture of my potential future life.
I even saw, how our son came to me and promised me to be born a healthy, happy, grateful boy.
Does this mean that we have spiritually deep connection? Can his feelings for me become real in physical world one day? Is this a gift from the Universe, which I can feel and talk to his spirit and also see him in visions? I just know that, what I experience is real, not my illusion. I hope to get some answers, why am I experiencing this, what does it want to say to me? I'm lost...