I'm a 15 year old girl. I've always had faith in God. But recently I started to feel confused and incomplete.
It feels like I have to do something in order for something to happen, but I don't know what it is.
I recently started feeling like I'm being watched all the time. I've read that this can be a guardian angel or something but the feeling I get isn't very good.
I feel like I'm supposed to do something but what I'm supposed to do isn't a very good thing.
Also, I have never been scared before. I used to deal with horror stories or movies very well but now, I feel kind of scared to even go out.
I feel like i'm being watched even when I'm asleep. It feels like there's someone next to me all the time.
It feels like the presence is trying to contact me. I have this feeling like the presence isn't all that bad, but me contacting it would be very wrong.
Also, I've been having strange dreams. Not scary. Just strange. I never remember what it was but when I wake up I feel confused, like I wanted to know more or wanted to see more.
I get scared even when the lights are off. I never used to get scared before. I've always believed in paranormal stuff but I was never once afraid. But now all that has changed.
I feel like I'm going to do something very wrong.
Am I paranoid, going crazy? Or is there a proper reason for this? Please help.