Lately for the past week or week and a half I've been practicing telekinesis. The first three things I have been trying to do are push and pull objects, make psi balls and energy rip.
I only try energy rip from plants and I plan to give back what I take because I haven't taken anything yet. I can feel the mass and pressure of the psi ball when I form it and when I really focus it gets really condensed.
But when I try to show my classmate or my teacher she can't feel it. I am trying to get them to be nonskeptical about psychics. My energy ripping skills are not there yet.
My psi ball skills are pretty good I can make it cold or warm and really condensed but when I split focus my ability to manipulate my energy decreases and I usually end up with 1/12 of what I just had or nothing at all.
It is a bit frustrating. I also noticed when I use my energy or use too much of my energy my hands start to shake. And the centers of my hand get this pain. I would describe it as a sore muscle type of pain.
Like when a person does exercise for to long. And it is also dull and feels like it will never end. The visualization of the black hole exercise comes to mind for those who know it.
I feel like the gateway or energy way to my hands are still open sometimes without my control. It is probably due to the pain. That it is more of a sore muscle than an open gateway but I don't know I am still learning. Even with all the knowledge I do have knowledge is not experience.
Other than that I sometimes meditate and go into deep reflection. I also have precognitive dreams. I believe in Jesus Christ. But also want to know what is out there and this is where I stand with my abilities as of now.