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I Feel Scared Of My Abilities

 

My name is Renee and I am 14 years old.

Ever since I was about 10 I have been having what I now presume to be psychic experiences. My mother has the same abilities, hers however are more amplified than mine. It started with little things like hearing voices of the people around me in my head even when they were not actually speaking, making small items jump a little way off the surface they were resting on and being able to sometimes adjust the wind and the flow of water. A couple of times I even made leaves and plants that were wilted and brown green again, yet I always felt very tired afterwards. Does anyone know why this may have happened.

Now however, I seem to be more in tune with other things as well and the (telekinetic?) and (telepathic?) abilities are less prominent. Now I seem more to hear and see things that others can't. One time I was crossing the Victoria bridge in Brisbane on my way to Southbank for the day and I suddenly felt like I was trying to push my way through a brick wall. My mum saw this and told me it was alright and that I just had to get through it. I also saw a little boy standing next to the stone archway at the Southank end of the old victoria bridge. I was a little scared because I didn't think I could do or see that much, and so the next day I did some research and found out that a little boy had actually been run over by a tram there in early brisbane!

I seem to see a light of some sort around people and I'm wondering whether anyone can tell me what it is? It seems to change with their mood, which, if I try hard enough, I can sometimes tap into.

I am actually a little scared of my abilities and sometimes feel incredibly sick and nauseous when I go to places like the Rocks in Sydney. I see horrible things sometimes and often feel quite alone as my mother has said it is up to me on how to deal with my abilities and that I have to learn on my own how to block out the things I don't wish to see.

Does anyone have any tips on how to block out things, or on how to control abilities better? Please help!

There is one other thing that I find incredibly strange. I cannot seem to, no matter how hard I try, or how many methods I use; tap into whether or not my guardian angel is there, neither can I seem to find my spirit giude. Any tips on how to maybe let this happen, becuase I feel sometimes that I need to speak with them about my experiences?

Thanks so much,

Renee:)

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darkassassin92 (1 stories) (210 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-22)
Nope I do not know anyone with asterokinetic. Little off topic do you know how to do astral projection if so is it lucid dreaming or real?
stevenphy (2 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-20)
Hi. I guess I did spice up topic regards your parents, your "DNA" and how you living through it along with your parents. As we all know, no one close enough to know you better. Of course, learn to control, accept and manage it would be a good idea.

I wonder if you would like to control it, accept it, manage it or develop it? I guess you are good at getting the jargon words, "telepathy", "empathy", "medium", "clairaudience", "precognition", "asterokinesis", which I do not care much of or knowing of, because "are you into it" by the way.

If I watch the X-Men movies, it is much easier to absorb. Different exposure, different background, different behavior, and different hidden power.

However, if I reads sign as what "Final Destination" would, for me, such as 3 times indicators on one issue, I would probably take action to avoid it. However, this action does not come easy, as it would either to scare people over it or to threaten people over it. Either it would happen in future or not, it just only keep people staring at you. Am I a busy body after all. So I rather keep to myself at the end.

Actually I did miss 3 to 4 of it, not much, as things happen not within the next 10 minutes.

Perhaps your extra energy needs to spend into hobby that you have, or else knowing yourself and the world surrounds you.
Renee99 (1 stories) (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-20)
Thanks so much guys!
BeetleJuice, I did tell my father about my abilities because I thought he'd nknow about my mum's but he thought my mum was telling me crazy things and took me to a psychologist who did prectically the same things as what yours did... In primary school I also had a best friend who was practically my sister, and I thought I couldd trust her so I told and showed her about my abilities, and said she would keep it a secret; but then she went and told everyone else and they all thought I was a psycho...

AniokNitya, yes, my mother's family DO have a history of being psychic, although I have no idea when it started, and neither does my mother. I do know however, that it originates from my mum's mum's family, yet not where they came from or how old they are. I know that on my mother's father's side we have old French royalty, but I don't know if this may help anything. My grandma's and my grandpa's families however, have known of each other for many generations, however the first marriage between the two were my grandparents.

Atalya,
I too am very glad that I signed up for this website, as it gives me the information my mother cannot. She, although has the same basic abilities as me (tlepathy, empathy, medium, clairaudience and precognition) she doesn't seem to have the kinetic side of things - so I'm very happy there are people here who can help me with that! (Especially my newly forming asterokinesis... Which is proving to be troublesome...) The meditation I do try, however I have found that when I do meditate, I often go into a state where I do not seem conscious to everyone else, but I'm actually very awake. Whilst in this state, I can hear EVERYTHING. All the voices that are usually just whispers and all the noises of things from the other side and even outside my window - everywhere, they all blast through my head and it hurts quite a lot. I am currently trying other methods to stop this from happening when I'm meditating, but it does happen...

Angeleyes133,
Thank you so much! I have been told about the psi bubble method, as I seem to be quite the master of psi balls, and about putting up walls and such, but this is another new method to try, and I'm hoping one of these might work! 😆

Thank you all so much for your help, I am currently searching for anyone who has strategies on controlling asterokinesis, there's already a hole in the concrete out the back of my house from a, uh, SLIGHTLY 😜 uncontrolled punch that I had to use in order to get rid of the extra energy I accidentally absorbed... Woops! 😜

Thanks so much,
Renee xoxo
angeleyes331 (2 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-20)
Hi Renee,

I am a full fledged Medium and Teacher and understand what you are going through. Like you, I have had the gift since I was small, seeing things, knowing, feeling energy around me. It wasn't until later that I learned how to control it. Because of your gifts you do have the ability to "shut the door on it" as you need to and with time and practice, you will become good at it.

Since you are able to see, hear, and feel, it is important that you tell spirit you do not want to feel their presence, see them in full form, or want to talk to them unless you initiate contact. Daily you should protect yourself with the white light of God by visualizing white light around your aura and ask Jesus as well as Archangel Michael to protect you from any negative energy or vibrations. Also when you see or sense something, try to shut it down. The more you ignore it, the more it will go away. I have learned how to do this over the years and only open it when I have an active reading with a client. I hope this helps and if you need any more information you can xontact me.
Atalya (5 stories) (6 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-19)
Hi Renee,
I know how you feel because not too long ago my abilities were unlocked and it was a scary experience for me. I had mixed feelings about being a Medium Psychic but now I'm much better with it.

I would try meditation. That's what helps my headaches and dizziness because I get those side effects.

I would also talk to others that are Psychic so you feel more at ease. I'm glad I signed up for this site because I was so confused at first of how to handle my ablities.

I would confide in your mom, I'm sure she can help since she has the same abilities.:)
AniokNitya (guest)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-19)
Hello Renee,

I would suggest you ask your mother more questions as to how she got her abilities and from who and how they got theirs. I'm not going to say too much now but beware bloodline traits are real and the reason you are afraid of your abilities there is more behind it. To anyone who have abilities fear should not me something that comes from it. I know first hand and as a Guardian I will suggest you find the origins of your abilities. I personally know of others with demon bloodlines but that doesn't stop them from having the will to change it to be used for good. Contact me if you feel I have more to offer you have a good day and God bless.
beetleJuice (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-19)
Hey! Its sounds like your mother has your best interest. I would trust her with any questions or experiences. There is a lot of information out there, and God Bless you on your journey.

When I was developing some of my abilities, I was so excited and wanted to tell everybody and experiment and interview people to gather more information. I made the mistake of seeing a psychiatrist who put me on medicine and I had so many side effects. I guess my point is... What your describing could be labeled as grandiose delusions, thoughts of persecution, and paranoia---by a psychiatrist. Speaking from my experience, I would trust your mother, and be very selective about who you talk to about this stuff:)
Renee99 (1 stories) (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-18)
[at] Stephenphy,

This might sound strange but I did not understand one sentence of that...
Were you saying that I should be getting advice from my mum instead of this webstite? I think that's what I got off it (^-^;)
And that I should be seeking help on how to get through the times when it's really bad?
Thanks,
Renee xoxo
stevenphy (2 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-18)
Hi Renee,
I'm not quite sure you are actually seeking advices from website rather than from your own mother which you have mentioned that "My mother has the same abilities", which she seems to "My mum saw this and told me it was alright and that I just had to get through it."

In other words, it seems that you are not capable of get through it and seeking more guidelines. 😕
How's your mum capable of, I suspect the meaning of the "same abilities" left the readers think her abilities is not of your concern as well as the readers.
lilylove (3 stories) (362 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-16)
Hi Renee
There is someone else who is aerokinetic that gets on this site.
I believe Madara can help you.
Madara has been on this site as long as I have and Madara is very good at helping.
Go to my profile and scroll down to my favorite posters and click Madara name and you'll find Madara E-mail. Send an E-mail
Renee99 (1 stories) (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-16)
Well possibly they could be both. I'm not very experienced, but I would say that if they were to impersonate ghosts, it would probably be for fun, or to trick inexperienced mediums into letting them into their minds, into the channeling.
Completely off topic but do you know anyone who's asterokinetic? I'd like to know if there's someone other than me who is...
Thanks, Renee
Xoxo
darkassassin92 (1 stories) (210 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-16)
Off topic do you think ghost are demons in disguise or human spirits? I know demons can impersonate ghost.
Renee99 (1 stories) (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-15)
Thanks so much lilylove! As you can probably tell, I'm fairly new to this kind of thing as when I first discovered it I tried to shut it down, then learned to deal with it a bit better. I think that it is probably being a medium that allows me to see them, as that is what my mother is - I think it's partly genetic or hereditary. I've been practicing using my energy and can know heal a small cut on my knee or someone else and only be a little tired! I'm also becoming better at hydro and aero kinesis! (I looked it up)

On the meditation, I do try to meditate, and sometimes it helps, however most of the time I simply go into this state where I'm not seemingly conscious, but i'm perfectly awake, and I can hear everything. All the voices, all the smallest sounds are amplified hundred fold within my head, and sometimes it hurts - a lot...
Auric sight! That sounds pretty cool! We recently discovered my sister can see auras too, and that she's an empath!

Another thing I've noticed is that whenever I go near a place something significant has happened, or a suicide or something; I often feel very strange and sometimes end up almost "reliving" the experience of the person. It's almost like I'm them, doing, hearing and saying everything they did when it happened. I don't know why this happens, can anyone help?
Thanks a heap,
Renee xoxo
lilylove (3 stories) (362 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-15)
Hello Renee,

Hearing the voices of the people around you while they aren't speaking out loud is a psychic ability called
Telepathy.
Moving small items with your mind is an ability called telekinesis. Manipulating the flow of water and air is also telekinesis. You should search online for types of kinesis abilities so you can learn more about it.
You were using your body energy to heal the leaves and plants. The reason you are exhausted is because using energy without practicing can exhust your body. If you practice using your energy, you won't get so tired after healing something.
We all have the ability to use our energy to heal.
There are several abilities that allow you to see spirits like Medium, channeling, spirit communication, and clairvoyant.
The light you see around people is their aura. You have the Auric sight. Auras are our bodies energy.
Everything living has an aura, and the colors and forms of each aura are believed to be characteristics of the person or animal. The color of an aura can shift according to mood and state of health.

If you want to learn to control your abilities, you should meditate. Meditation helps improve psychic abilities. As you get older your abilities may balance out so it won't be hard to deal with.
You can visualize a bubble around you to help turn your psychic gift on and off.
Renee99 (1 stories) (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-15)
Hey everyone, if it's not too much to ask, please comment; I really need help with this... 😭
Renee99 (1 stories) (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-15)
Thanks harrypotterrules, I'll try again to contact them as even today I had an awful experience walking to my school as I went past a spot where people are known to commit suicide, and I felt so nauseous I almost vomited. It felt like something was crushing me from the inside out, and for a second, only a second, I felt like it was me that was dying. As if I was suddenly reliving what happened to the person and thinking what they were thinking. I really feel like I need protection sometimes from these kinds of circumstances as they scare me a lot and I feel very alone.
harrypotterrules (1 stories) (88 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-08-15)
Just so you know, your guardian angels and spirit guides are never more than a prayer away. All you need to do is ask for their advice and, if needed, protection, as well.

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