My name is Renee and I am 14 years old.
Ever since I was about 10 I have been having what I now presume to be psychic experiences. My mother has the same abilities, hers however are more amplified than mine. It started with little things like hearing voices of the people around me in my head even when they were not actually speaking, making small items jump a little way off the surface they were resting on and being able to sometimes adjust the wind and the flow of water. A couple of times I even made leaves and plants that were wilted and brown green again, yet I always felt very tired afterwards. Does anyone know why this may have happened.
Now however, I seem to be more in tune with other things as well and the (telekinetic?) and (telepathic?) abilities are less prominent. Now I seem more to hear and see things that others can't. One time I was crossing the Victoria bridge in Brisbane on my way to Southbank for the day and I suddenly felt like I was trying to push my way through a brick wall. My mum saw this and told me it was alright and that I just had to get through it. I also saw a little boy standing next to the stone archway at the Southank end of the old victoria bridge. I was a little scared because I didn't think I could do or see that much, and so the next day I did some research and found out that a little boy had actually been run over by a tram there in early brisbane!
I seem to see a light of some sort around people and I'm wondering whether anyone can tell me what it is? It seems to change with their mood, which, if I try hard enough, I can sometimes tap into.
I am actually a little scared of my abilities and sometimes feel incredibly sick and nauseous when I go to places like the Rocks in Sydney. I see horrible things sometimes and often feel quite alone as my mother has said it is up to me on how to deal with my abilities and that I have to learn on my own how to block out the things I don't wish to see.
Does anyone have any tips on how to block out things, or on how to control abilities better? Please help!
There is one other thing that I find incredibly strange. I cannot seem to, no matter how hard I try, or how many methods I use; tap into whether or not my guardian angel is there, neither can I seem to find my spirit giude. Any tips on how to maybe let this happen, becuase I feel sometimes that I need to speak with them about my experiences?
Thanks so much,