This school year, I met this new math teacher on "meet the teacher day" after I met her I got this terrible headache. As the year has gone on I feel more connected with her, we went on a field trip and she just kept her eyes on me. She's always looking at me. Sometime later I woke up in the morning feeling like something bad was going to happen.
That morning when I saw her she got this call saying her mom was ill. I was the only one who seem to know what happend. I just knew, she went home I could feel everything that was happening I could see it also.
I always have felt different to the others, since I am adopted. I have always been more aware of others emotions, like I can feel them and see them. I have been searching online about my feelings. The internet say I'm a empathic, but I do not always trust the internet.
On one pacific day I went to school and I could feel something was wrong with my math teacher I told my friend and she said it was probably nothing. Sure enough I was correct she was out sick, for a whole week. When she returned she told us that she was sick. When I'm in her class I feel like she's just looking at me I always act different around her I'm very quite in her class. In fact since I started school this year it's not only her can feel everyone's emotions and if there struggling or lying about something.
Back to my teacher, I can't do well in math cause I feel like she's pressuring me to do something. I come out of her class with a headache and a quite but snappy attitude, she's sometimes a snappy person but I really like her, but I also fear her.
When my father asks me how's math class answer I don't know. I can tell her does not like it cause I can sense it and feel his emotions. I no longer enjoy school or crowded spaces because it overwhelming it's to much emotions at once.
I have not talked about this to people but two of my closet friends. They don't understand. I think I am a empathic in feel like I am, I have all the thing that empathic people have but I have others. But my teacher and me in just don't understand? If you know please comment it.