Last few times during the OBE I felt the presence of a man spirit and sexual arousement. On the beginning I was scared and went back to my body as fast as I could, which always ends with me back in my body and falling asleep. But this last time I said to my self I will open myself and let it be. So this spirit pulled me out from my body. (When I go out from my body I do it just by lifting my head up during the faze of body paralysis. Sometimes I feel hands hugging me around my neck and pulling me back in my body but this time the spirit was helping me to go out of my body by grabbing me around my waist.) I couldn't see him to recognize his face, I could only feel him. I could realistically feel his hands around me. I took his hand in mine and felt it totally realistic. Than I pressed my cheek against his cheek and felt he has a short beard - again totally realistic. I just hardly believe how reall all this felt - his fingers crossed with mine, skin, beard... And I felt I don't have to be scared. He didn't do nothing bad, we were just hugging and I felt his love toward me.
On the beginning I thought I was sexually abused during OBE that is why I was scared and went back to my body immediately after sensing the spirit, but now this last time when I let myself go I got the feeling that that could be my future boyfriends spirit (im single at the time) whom I still didn't meet, but our souls are allready in somekind of contact. Dou you think that is possible?
Please tell me what you think.
Did you meabe have a similar experience?
I must apologise for my bad english, it is allready pretty long time from learning and using it:)
With all good wishes,