It started in 2005 whilst being diagnosed with cancer at the age of 24, I had an out-of-body experience after my body went into shock because I wasn't given a blood transfusion before my first dose of chemo therapy. It was the most amazing experience and has changed my life in a big way since. They said I wasn't ready to pass just yet and that I have some work to do but when it comes to the 3rd world war I would have to choose a side. Since then I can sense when spirit is around by feelings and images.
My first reading with someone was at work, my work place is a very negative place to be at the best of times but I knew I couldn't leave, it was as if I was waiting for someone.
I met her she was a new manager on the floor and the nicest person you could meet. But it was as if I knew her before and turns out I did through spirit. We got on like a house on fire but I couldn't stop thinking about her and felt a strong bond and connection, we went out to dinner and said we are the other half of one another.
After the meal we text a bit but then I wanted to arrange another night out and she didn't respond we have lost contact with the manager as she is getting on with her own life but I know the person who she is with is not right for her. I have been to readings and they said we will be together but how? I have tried to make contact but no response and have left it due to my own commitments. Is it love or just a connection I had that has just awakened me? I can see us being together but I just need advice from someone or if they can see that there is more there in the future.
It's spooked me out but still can't get this person off my mind.
I had one man roll into and out of my life before I met my husband.
The strange thing is my hubby looks similar. The issue with true love we have good and bad days or years, we are a friend a lover a fighter, yet we come to terms. Even with a good partner it is work. If my husband goes I will be sad because I had one good run, I could not expect another. I will have to get a golden retriever or a German Shepard for company. He has been the best and I did not believe he was the real thing. Go figure. So what I am saying if you keep working on you and are of service. Love will find you out of hundreds.
Possibly a few of these words may be of help. We are all different. Hopefully other people may share methods that worked for them.
His mum had told him my name when he was 15 years old.
Meditation for empathy and a sensitive practices exercises that resets our automatic emotional responses.
Once you find your niche you will find it a normal practice. Some days you may fall off of the discipline. Just continue.
Myself I pray chant, but sometimes I just observe: by hearing or observe my limbs with breath work.
Regarding seeing aura and bring messages you are a vessel and the woman needed the messages.
Lately I wish to be detached. To observe well wishing people and negative behavior as the same. This is important for my personal development not to be attached.
For all attempts with spirit we must relaxed and detached is the key. I have found that I can hear and feel spirit when relaxed.