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Lost Abilities And Spirits?

 

I'll start out brief with this, I suppose with some background information. I am a teenage female whom's abilities are seemingly fading away over time. When I was a small child I use to be empathic and was able to physically see spirits at times, around 4th grade to be specific, and occasionally I'd be able to communicate with them. I never really heard their voices outloud, it was more like in my head but I always had doubt in it. I was able to astral project in fact a few times in the past two years but it freaks me out so every time I got the feeling it was going to happen I'd stop it. I ended up doubting myself over the year and I faltered in faith at times, and even know I'm like this. I've turned my back on my abilities for some time due to personal reasons with people and just things I'd rather not discuss.

Currently I'm left with being able to faintly sense when a spirit is around and occasionally see energy. Seeing energy has always been with me since I can remember. On everything I see there is sort of black and white moving things that sometimes move in the shapes of waves. It's sort of hard to describe so just think of the grain on an iPhone's camera. If I don't pay attention to it I don't notice it but if I do and stare at people I can see a thin white line around them that shows color. It's not really vivid but it'll be a flash of a color that moves a bit and I assume this is what an aura is but I disregard it most of the time. I can only see it when I'm zoning out staring at someone.

With feeling a spit it's presence it has gotten a lot harder for me unless it's threatening. For example when I'm all alone an it's dark I get that feeling someone is staring at me and when I leave my bedroom to go to the kitchen I feel like someone is following after me, stepping on the backs of my feet. It freaks me out and I usually run to the kitchen to get my drink and run back to my room.

With sleeping it seems when I'm in the state of falling asleep but in still awake I can hear things. I've once felt myself drifting and something growled really loud in my ear and woke me up. Another time which was more frightening was when I was half asleep I felt someone was with me, not necessarily dark just I felt a presence. Even though my eyelids were closed I still felt a shadow go over them like you know when someone waved a hand in front of your face when your eyes are closed and you see the lighting change behind your eyelids. Well anyways I felt like someone was reaching out to touch my face or my hair and my body jolted up and I felt like I had no control of my body. I didn't even know I was screaming until I was out in the hallway. I knew I was running because I felt myself move but it too me a moment to realize what went on.

Lastly with my empathic abilities it seems they have dulled. I use to take pride in being so empathic and able to know when my friends were upset because I felt it but now I don't get that anymore. Only thing I get with empathy anymore is when someone is talking to me about their emotions and I feel it go through me as if it is my own. I get it through both reading their messages, like a text, or hearing it.

Could anyone explain these off encounters with the odd growling and someone trying to touch my head/face in my sleep? Or why my abilities are diminishing... I have a few of my own theories but I'd love to hear from others and whatever anyone wants to comment on my story.

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crystempa (2 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-08-08)
[at] Winter_Solace, I really relate to so many things you just said. My question is how do you do this safely? How do you open back up and turn your gifts back on safely, without letting in or entertaining bad energies. How do you open up without the fear? I feel terrified every time I try.

Feel free to email me at woodspe1 [at] appstate.edu if you feel inclined. I'd love to hear more of what you have to say. Thank you! Love and Light to all.
Winter_Solace (109 posts)
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6 years ago (2014-06-17)
[at] maryoqueen, lilylove, & Wrongeyes

Our abilities/gifts are extremely important. They are our sword and shield when it comes to the spirit world, physical, and more. The physical and spiritual are two sides of the same coin, as they coincide with each other. Because we are so conditioned, we don't even realize what goes on from the other side when our abilities are not working anymore. I am saying this to point out how important our gifts are: They are to help you carry out your soul's purpose. What I am saying is we should always push to keep them open and not shut or sealed off, since that's what must be going on with you three.

Lilylove, you are right about the societal conditioning. The world can suck us into its own worries and materialism, it's like we're brainwashed since day one when we first go to school. This is what the evil of this world wants: To suck us dry of our powers to where we are practically almost powerless, or at least to make us feel that way.

Wrongeyes, the spirits you hear growling in your ears as you sleep are demonic. They mean to intimidate you on a deeper level in order to make you seal parts of yourself away. Do you feel like you're being chased or watched all the time? Do you feel fear when you are by yourself in a room? Demons are what cause these feelings. Have you been having nightmares lately?

You all are not losing your abilities. They are just being sealed away. You can get them back, but it takes a lot of work. For those of you who have been slipping in faith lately, that would be another reason why your gifts are dulling. God gave you these gifts to use them on His behalf, in order to help others and save them. Also, you are disconnected from yourselves spiritually. I have felt the same way you feel now before. I used to see and hear spirits physically and do more when I was little as well. I would see angels at my church and they would greet me, see dark spirits in my house at night in the dark staring back at me, and would be able to astral project when asleep very often.

Frankly, it will take a bit more than just meditation to unlock your powers again, though, you're right that meditation is more or less the first step. You have to reconnect to yourselves spiritually. I would recommend lucid dreaming, too, like what I am doing. Lucid dreaming, for me, is the only way I can connect spiritually for now, to the point that it counts permanently. Though, I am sure one or two of you may be able to enter your own minds by projection simply by relaxing and closing your eyes. My abilities are weak but I have found ways myself to bring them back, it just takes some time. I know I will unlock more in the near future, for I know God has a plan to use me in the future, like He wants with all of us. Plus, having abilities is pretty awesome and He wants us to be happy as well.

To be honest, I would very much love to help you all further.
Winter_Solace (109 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-06-17)
[at] carriwill

I have the same things and more happen to me as you. The evil forces dwelling in the spirit world come after us Christians the most, for we are their enemy as we hold much potential to foil their plans. So, to make sure that doesn't happen, they try to scare us. Of course, not all spirits on the other side are demonic, as there are many that are lost and don't know Our Father. I would be careful if I were you, unless you have found a way to tell if they are demonic or not, there are demons who pose as other people and spirits and will try to trick you so that they can seal parts of your soul away (or even eat it). I tell you this as a fellow follower of Christ in hopes it will help you in your personal battles and journey in your faith.

Stay vigilant and The Lord bless you,
-Winter
lilylove (3 stories) (362 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-06-01)
Hi Wrongeyes I can understand some of the things you're going through. I am only nineteen years old and already my own abilities are starting to turn off.
I believe the reason this happens is because as the older we get and become more involved with society we start to lose our connection to our abilities.
I started college last year in the fall and after a year I have become more concerned with classes, college fees, etc that I lost my connection with my abilities.
I believe to gain back our abilities we have to connect with ourselves and abilities again.
Meditation is a great solution as meditation calms the mind which is how we connect with our abilities.
Try meditating and connecting with yourself.
Good luck
maryoqueen (1 stories) (5 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-05-29)
I don't really have an answer for you, but I feel like my abilities have also dulled as I got older. I'm also a teenage girl, and everything was much stronger when I was little. Although, more often now things come in waves. I don't know how strong my abilities will be day to day anymore...
carriwill (8 stories) (98 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-05-28)
I am a christian I have some of these abilities. I can hear spiritual ghosts, and demons. I also have felt touch me in my bedroom or shower. I think it was a sucubus. I prayed a lot for it to leave us alone. I also go into another world I think in my sleep at times that is when I encounter demonic attacks. Like for example I heard a spirit calling my name, I was reading about the Tammy Tracy murder in Rockford Illinois then I heard the spirit in my sleep calling me mother, and mother over and over. It scared me.

Then also have had demonic attacks. A cat in the house would not let me sleep. It put me into a semi sleep state. A demon was forcing my arms and legs to position the cross. This encounter terrified me. I prayed a lot. I also got some crosses out.
PsychicJR (8 stories) (541 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-05-28)
If you want to regain your abilities I would suggest meditatio and spirits are attracted to psychics and probaly want to be by you for a reason

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