I've always had odd paranormal activity happen to me throughout my life, to the point friends have told me to write books. Whether it be hearing music no else heard, telling my mother I was playing with guardian angel, or explaining to my parents my grandmother's visits long after she passed away. I'm scared of spirits, although they try to still come to me in my waking life. I typically receive a lot of visitors in dreams- angels, passed loved ones, random spirits, dark entities etc. Some situations, like things breaking in the house, noises and such have been so intense, usually when I was pregnant with my children, that I had to seek help from a psychic who suggested I develop my skills to know how to protect myself.
Long story short. My husband and I have been married for 3 years now. We've been through a lot together. Homelessness. Joblessness. Family feuds- (we have an interracial relationship.) Over the past couple of months, we CANNOT get along, to the point that when I'm arguing with him, I look in his eyes and I don't see him at all. He says and does things that ARE NOT him, and doesn't remember anything. I feel in love with him because he was a patient, quiet, shy, and kind person. Now he is full of hate and anger and violence, out of NO WHERE!
I had a dream a few weeks ago of a dark entity in my house, laughing this awful laugh. It was pulling at my children's ankles and I told it to leave, it's not welcomed in my home. The other night, I had a dream of leaving a dark house on a hill at nighttime, holding my daughter and holding my son's hand. This dark figure with piercing blue eyes was following us, and we were almost in a bubble thing. I kept yelling at it as I walked forward, "I rebuke you in the name of Jesus! You cannot hurt my or my children! We are God's children! We are surrounded in His white light!" And this was the night before another altercation happened, and I fought back and was arrested. I've never even had a speeding ticket!
Things are so far gone, I don't understand any of this. None of our family does either. We've recently been blessed with so much- new jobs, raises, our daughter being born, etc. But all this bad, this negativity is happening. I'm beginning to think we are cursed or something bad may be stirring up trouble. Just looking for people's thoughts. Thanks!