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My name is Jillian. I am nineteen years old and have had experiences since I was at least five or six years old. I see clear people, shadows, I know things and can visualize places connected to people as if i've been there and have throughly walked around. I am a very good "guesser" and know names of people's relatives, and for example, what a friend may be wearing at any given moment with intent focus. All of these things began happening with the earliest experience I can remember which was when I saw a clear mean walk from one side of my basement to the other and exit. I believe he was just passing through. The best way I can describe him is that he looked just like Abraham Lincoln on the penny. I only could see from the torso or chest up. I was terrified but my mom did not believe me. Since then little by little my experiences have increased. I once guessed the exact number of jelly beans my teacher put in a jar at school for a prize in third grade. As I said I am a very good "guesser". Slowly these things developed without me ever intending them too. I just recently found out the proper name for an experience I had when I was about sixteen or seventeen, you can view it in my last story. I accidentally astral projected and only just learned that this is what I experience that night so many years ago. Lately I have been seeing more shadows and figures and I am starting to feel anxious for my safety. I can also see auras with concentration and although I have tried protective meditation I feel as though I truly need someone to guide me. About four years ago I began babysitting three girls for the leuitenent of my towns police force. I always felt strange in the house especially in the evening. I would hear things and see things. My mom eventually started to believe me because of all the things I insisted would happen. One night the middle child who always has a hard time sleeping alone in her room was hysterical. She claimed she couldn't sleep and she was scared the ghosts would harm her. I stayed with her until she fell asleep. I then dozed off in the hallway to make sure she didn't get up and wake her sisters. I awoke to the sound of someone going through boxes although no one was there. Even the cat was acting strange. I was shocked to find out the next day the horrible events that took place in their house. After telling the Lieutenant (mother) what happened she asked if she told me about the houses history. Shocked that there even WAS a history I said no. Come to find out, she was on duty and got a call to this residence where a fire burned down the home, trapping and killing the elderly woman (owner) inside. The woman was unable to escape down the stairs because she was a hoarder and the stairwell as well as the entire house was littered with dangerous amounts of clutter. The previous owner passed away in the bedroom that now belongs to the middle child who has trouble sleeping alone. I was APPALLED to hear this story because suddenly the things I would hear made sense. The house was completely rebuilt and the Lieutenant fell in love with it and bought the home with her husband and have since had a family there. I do not believe the spirits in the house are evil but for some reason when I am there lately more and more events have happened. I feel as though I may perhaps be a magnet attracting negative energies to the house when I am there. I try to control my thoughts but it is extremely terrifying to see and hear things you have no control over. Last week I saw a black figure jump/ run in the room of the middle child. I was the only one in the bedroom as I was waiting for the middle child to return from the bathroom. I was on the telephone at the time I saw this small figure and began to have anxiety after. The things I am seeing and hearing are beginning to become more prevalent and I truly am fearful of my own self-protection. I have tried many things to control my abilities such as praying, meditation, and distraction. While praying helps me to block these things out somewhat, eventually they always return just as strong if not stronger. I am sharing my story because I am desperate for help. I am seeking a medium who would be willing to be my mentor and guide me. I have tried mediation even for seeking out my spiritual guide and past life regression however when I do these things I get extreme anxiety to the point of physical burning pain and am forced to stop. I don't know why these things are happening to me and am in need of some badly needed guidance! Please if you are a medium and are willing to help me, any help would be extremely appreciated! Thank you for your time and for reading my story!

- Jillian

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_J_Val (3 stories) (2 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-07-29)
Thank you everyone for your help! And a BIG special thanks to Alaska-Psychic! Unfortunately I did not see your comments until now but you were very much correct in saying the activity did decrease significantly! The pain in my throat/chest has minimized and I have not been feeling it at all lately! I will practice my grounding! However, I am a bit confused as to what I should do in this situation. So the Spirit Is trying to help me although they are not a guide? You mentioned it is like a parent-child type relationship. Does this mean this man is a relative of mine? I had been trying to meet my spirit guides through meditation at the time of the post I wrote and did see my Grandpa. I'm not sure if it was my imagination though. Could this man be my grandpa? Or is it someone unrelated to me? Do you have any advice Alaska-Psychic? I would like to strengthen my abilities and my relationship with my guides however I have still been unable to meet, see, or access information directly from them no matter how hard I try. I do get physical sensations like twitches in my hands and feet during meditation when I try to communicated with my guides however that is all. I am nervous this male spirit may harm me but since you said he is not evil I will try to acknowledge him. Do you believe this may help me? Thank you again Alaska-Psychic so much my appreciation is more than I can put into words. Lots of love your way!
RexySaurus (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
7 years ago (2014-07-18)
Hello Jillian (:
What you're experiencing is similar to what I'm experiencing. I'm 18, and my family is known for having these types of gifts. As you said, I'm a good "guesser" I can easily feel spirits when they're around but I haven't gotten to seeing them yet. I can feel which direction one is in and if you take a picture, you will see a blur! (I've been on a few ghost walks, lol) I can sometimes tell a difference between good or bad, and male or female. I'm very sensitive and I'm so new to this I just want to learn how to control it and make it grow. It's a very amazing gift to have and I know I didn't help much lol.
Alaska-Psychic (2 posts)
 
7 years ago (2014-07-18)
Hi Jillian. Your situation is very frightening when you don't know what to do, and the situation is escalating. We wanted to help so this is what took place. I am letting you know this because I did not ask permission from you before made a connected, which is a general policy of mine not to, but you did ask for help... We connected with your Spirit to find out what the situation actually is... My Angel guides said "she is not to worry, her feelings that he is not an evil is correct." They said "your are special". That you have a strong desire to be loved by someone. Because of her desire to be loved he is there to communicate his desire to help you. He asks that you acknowledge his presence. That is why he is doing so much to get her/your attention. They say it's like a parent child relationship scenario. He knows your strong desire to be loved by someone else and he encourages you to move from that frame of mind.
He is not your Spirit Guide (I asked if he was).
Lastly; they said that they are not certain you want the activity to end. That in some ways it helps you feel like you are special.
(Now, they made the connection for me that is why they wanted me to state that fact "you are special" earlier.)
Your spirit family is willing to work with us to get him to leave you alone, in fact he too is agreeable, but only if that is what you truly desire. Think about this before you decide. There is no right or wrong answer to this question you have time to make an educated discussion. Things should settle down a bit for you now.
Jillian I realize seeing spirits can be truly scary, but you can set the game rules for any entity. If you only want to see their energy you can state that. The key here is to truly desire that. Spirit knows your heart and no matter what we postulate, if it's not sincere it will not happen.
I did not read the comments, if the things I suggest below were provided previously, I apologize.
Here are a few things you can try:
**Always Ground yourself and Center Yourself before starting meditation and as soon as you feel the energy of spirits trying to communicate with you. When we are not grounded it's almost like staying in psychic trance all day. We go in and out of both realities, and Centering helps us to stay focused once we cross into the other realm. They both help us stay connected to our own realm. These are more important than protecting yourself with light energy. I say this because once you ask to work with your guides to do psychic work, you are protected by your primary spirit guide even if you never ask for protection again*
Cleanse Your Area, Home and Self
Burning white sage, smudging, is the most popular way to cleanse an area from spirits. But, you can also burn incense or resins in scents of Nag Champa or Dragon's Blood are two I use for their ability to get the job done. (Note: if you use incense sticks to cleanse the home I recommend burning 3 at the same time.) Fan yourself from head down to your feet to get the smoke around you. State your intention as you walk through each room fanning the smoke through it. Walking the walls fanning it from the wall to the center of the room. When I'm in front of windows and doors, I state to not let any negative spirits enter through. Fan smoke into all four corners of the room while saying something like "Cleanse this house of any negative energies or entities bring peace to this house father God. If you are not comfortable with the word God you can use Higher Power, or whatever your beliefs allow.
The word God, I read somewhere that the name itself is powerful and so is the name Jesus. Spirits know the authority behind these words.
Remember that you always have free will, Spirits in human form have authority, over those that are not. Therefore; whatever your say they will obey.
It is my sincere desire to provide accurate and truthful information and that it benefit the person that receives it.
Blessings, Love, Light and healing... Karitzme'
* I wanted to add: you are probably fatigued which can cause more shadows and hallucination type symptoms. It also happens to me when I don't get rest. I mention this only because it is difficult to stay out of fear when you are exhausted due to lack of sleep. No one can sleep when they a scared, but try taking several power naps throughout the day when spirit energy is lower.
* If you don't already have one get a Spirit catcher, dream catcher. Please avoid this mistake: Do not put your Spirit catcher over your bed or anywhere near your room. I hang mine in the left-hand corner of my living room. Why? Because all spirits get stuck in that corner and are not in any place I do not wish them to be.
Remember: When people criticize others it's not about the person that is being criticized, its about the person criticizing.
Alaska-Psychic (2 posts)
 
7 years ago (2014-07-17)
Hi Jillian. Your situation is very frightening when you don't know what to do, and the situation is escalating. We wanted to help so this is what took place. The reason I am letting you know this is because I did not ask permission from you first, which is a general policy of mine. We connected with your Spirit to find out what the situation actually is... My Angel guides said "she is not to worry, her feelings that he is not an evil is correct." They said "you are special". That you have a strong desire to be loved by someone. Because of her desire to be loved he is there to communicate his desire to help you. He asks that you acknowledge his presence. That is why he is doing so much to get her/your attention. They say it's like a parent child relationship scenario. He knows your strong desire to be loved by someone else and he encouraged you to move from that frame of mind.
He is not your Spirit Guide (I asked if he was).
Lastly; they said that they are not certain you want the activity to end. That in some ways it helps you feel like you are special.
(Now, they made the connection for me that is why they wanted me to state that fact earlier.)
Your spirit family is willing to work with us to get him to leave you alone, in fact he too is agreeable, but only if that is what you truly desire. Think about this before you decide. There is no right or wrong answer to this question you have time to make an educated discussion. Things should settle down a bit for you now.
Jillian I realize seeing spirits can be truly scary, but you can set the game rules for any entity. If you only want to see their energy you can state that. The key here is to truly desire that. Spirit knows your heart and no matter what we postulate, if it's not sincere it will not happen.
I did not read the comments, if the things I suggests were provided previously, I apologize.
Here are a few things you can try:
Cleanse Your Area, Home and Self
Burning white sage, smudging, is the most popular way to cleanse an area from spirits. But, you can also burn incense or resins in scents of Nag Champa or Dragon's Blood are two I use for their ability to get the job done. (Note: if you use incense sticks to cleanse the home I recommend burning 3 at the same time.) Fan yourself from head down to your feet to get the smoke around you. State your intention as you walk through each room fanning, with your hand or feather the smoke through it. Walking the walls fanning it from the wall to the center of the room. When I'm in front of windows and doors, I state: to not let any negative spirits enter through. Fan smoke into all four corners of the room while saying something like "Cleanse this house of any negative energies or entities bring peace to this house father God. If you are not comfortable with the word God you can use Higher Power, or whatever your beliefs allow.
The word God, I read somewhere that the name itself is powerful and so is the name Jesus. Spirits know the authority behind these words.
Remember that you always have free will, Spirits in human form have authority, over those that are not. Therefore; whatever your say they will obey.
It is my sincere desire to provide accurate and truthful information and that it benefit you.
Blessings, Love, Light and healing... Karitzme.
PathR (4 stories) (1254 posts)
 
7 years ago (2014-07-13)
Is the burning under the soles of your feet, or in the stomach?

If you feel you are attracting spirits then just learning to be attentive to what you are doing helps to shut them out.

I always sleep with sage or lavender in my pillow case each night so I do not have night visitors disturbing me. A book by Draja Mickaharic: Spiritual Cleansing
Sprays bought at Psychic eye, or made can be helpful.

You will need more, but asking and seeking until you find the right balance.
There is a good book

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