I have been an intuitive all my life. I always been able to read energy very clearly. And often times I can finish someone's sentence or tell them what they are about to say or do. Or what they have been doing. Or if they're lying. I've been able to do this my whole life. Up until a couple of years ago I thought I was just a perceptive individual. That's when things started to shift and suddenly I just became able to "know" things. This was hard for me to grasps because a lot of times I didn't want to "know". Such as a lie or a betrayal. So I would tell myself that I was just being a little sensitive or negative or paranoid. And then I would find out whatever "feeling" I had was true.
I remember once a very close friend of mine told me that she was taking a trip, driving a few hundred miles away in her car and back. For some reason I felt the urge to convince her not to drive her car because I didn't think the car would make it. Up until this point her car was fine, she had just had it looked at and maintained in preparation for the trip. She felt no reason to be worried and told me I was being negative. I felt terrible because it seemed like I was indeed causing and unwarranted amount of concern. So I let it go. She went on her trip and life moved on. About a month later she confessed to me that the car did indeed break down. Some kind of weird malfunction that kept her on the side of the road for most of a day and cost her a lot of money.
I have countless experiences like this.
I was talking to a friend today about her boyfriend. And I randomly ask her, "Does he get bored?" In disbelief she shows me a text message that he sent about twenty minutes earlier saying, "I'm bored." She tells me what's so odd about it is he lives such a busy lifestyle it's something he never says so it had been on her mind.
Recently I have been channeling. It didn't just start one day. Rather I suddenly realized this has been going on for some time. Or forever. I don't know who I'm talking to or who is taking through me. But I can go into trance quit easily.
I really need someone to help me understand what I am going through and what to do about it all. A point in the right direction. Please help me if you can. Even just someone to talk to about this topic would be nice.