Going Through Awakening And Seeking Mentor

By CapricornLight
(1 stories) (2 posts) (the author is a middle age adult)
Date: 2016-05-25
Country: United States
State: New York
Category: A Psychic's Life Story

I have been an intuitive all my life. I always been able to read energy very clearly. And often times I can finish someone's sentence or tell them what they are about to say or do. Or what they have been doing. Or if they're lying. I've been able to do this my whole life. Up until a couple of years ago I thought I was just a perceptive individual. That's when things started to shift and suddenly I just became able to "know" things. This was hard for me to grasps because a lot of times I didn't want to "know". Such as a lie or a betrayal. So I would tell myself that I was just being a little sensitive or negative or paranoid. And then I would find out whatever "feeling" I had was true.

I remember once a very close friend of mine told me that she was taking a trip, driving a few hundred miles away in her car and back. For some reason I felt the urge to convince her not to drive her car because I didn't think the car would make it. Up until this point her car was fine, she had just had it looked at and maintained in preparation for the trip. She felt no reason to be worried and told me I was being negative. I felt terrible because it seemed like I was indeed causing and unwarranted amount of concern. So I let it go. She went on her trip and life moved on. About a month later she confessed to me that the car did indeed break down. Some kind of weird malfunction that kept her on the side of the road for most of a day and cost her a lot of money.

I have countless experiences like this.

I was talking to a friend today about her boyfriend. And I randomly ask her, "Does he get bored?" In disbelief she shows me a text message that he sent about twenty minutes earlier saying, "I'm bored." She tells me what's so odd about it is he lives such a busy lifestyle it's something he never says so it had been on her mind.

Recently I have been channeling. It didn't just start one day. Rather I suddenly realized this has been going on for some time. Or forever. I don't know who I'm talking to or who is taking through me. But I can go into trance quit easily.

I really need someone to help me understand what I am going through and what to do about it all. A point in the right direction. Please help me if you can. Even just someone to talk to about this topic would be nice.

Thanks

Thelovelighthealer@gmail.com

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MissCherokee (2 stories) (20 posts)

8 years ago (2016-08-16)

I'm going to get a little ol' school on you, but it is the only way. Discerning truth, it is the Holy Ghost, or Holy Spirit that impresses upon you that knowledge. Having a flowing intuition like that must seem hectic. So you know you are different because of the synchronizations that seem to happen in your life. What is it you need mentoring on? Keeping your self in goodness by doing and desiring the good, is what will keep you primed and learning. Lived as wholesome as you can, and I think the sky is the limit. Gratitude, humility, charity, sincerity, honesty... These are the keys that rise us up. Strive for these characteristics and understanding will follow. If you already do, then you know what I'm talking about. ❤

CapricornLight (1 stories) (2 posts)

8 years ago (2016-06-05)

Hi all. Thanks for replying. I had no idea my submission was published because my emails were going to spam.

It feels good to be heard and understood.

I would like to clarify one thing. I have never channeled a negative spirit.

Every time I channel spirit I am left enlightened and floating on high vibrations. Spirits often supply many answers, sometimes very specifically.

If I think about someone long enough I can often channel or tap into their spirit guides. They only tell me helpful things and never anything that would cause harm. One reason why I think this is is because I'm not open to receiving negative energies or communications.

When it comes to channeling or being clairaudient, my spiritual guides work with me and what I can handle. If I say no they do not persist. My father died a few months ago. A couple days had passed and I felt his energy. I knew he was present and I knew he wanted to Communicate, but I was not ready. My guides and my father understood and did not push me at that moment. I don't know if this is true for everyone, but it is true for me.

When it comes to being claircognizant, my biggest challenge thus far, is knowing someone is lying. I want to not believe it. But it almost always pans out.
Or I know someone is lying and it makes me want to prove to them that I know something that I have no way of knowing. Example, I was in a relationship once that I thought was great. Nothing was out of the ordinary, but suddenly I knew my boyfriend had cheated and who it was with. I scrolled down his long contact list and was able to pick out the right name. I had never done this before. Now here I am convicting someone of cheating with a person I didn't even know existed until I saw their name. My ex called me all kinds of crazy because of course I had no proof. No call log. No messages. Just a nagging feeling. He told me I was insecure. And I tried to put it behind me. Then one day he confessed I was indeed right.

I say all that to say... Sometimes being true to my intuition makes me look totally nuts!

lauterb (110 posts)

8 years ago (2016-05-31)

Dear CapricornLight

You don't need a mentor, you just need guidance! A mentor will filter things that is important and you never can trust strangers!

You are a medium and just need to study to understand and deal with your mediumship.

There are 2 books from 5 that you need to study, pse note I wrote study, not only read.

Http://www.ssbaltimore.org/PDF/Spirits.pdf
Http://www.ssbaltimore.org/PDF/Mediums.pdf

This will help with all your questions and others that will appear in the future.

Good study!

areNdee (3 stories) (6 posts)

8 years ago (2016-05-29)

Hi,

Unfortunately I'm in the same situation as you. Only I've been in the process of digesting the information for 2 years now. And I keep finding more stuff that is just so far out there I have no-one to talk about it.

The only thing I can say is that it is my belief that a mentor will present itself when needed. In the meanwhile see what you can learn from any situation, how can it make you a better you (if that's even possible haha)? As everything is you, there is a lot to learn (or rather nothing at all, depending on your point of view).

Another thing I've been rather suspicious of is channeling. Not because I don't belief it is possible. But exactly because I belief it is possible.

The thing is the Universe is not all sunshine and rainbows. There are both malevolent and benevolent beings out there. I wouldn't suggest you stop doing it. Though I would stress that if you feel it is telling you to do something you would rather not because you feel it is not right to do, don't do it.

If you make a decision that feels right to you, you can never regret it later on.

Best of luck, areNdee.

FaithEternal (3 posts)

8 years ago (2016-05-29)

I don't know what your beliefs are or if you have a particular faith, and I don't want to come off in any way negatively - I just feel drawn to tell you I have had some similar experiences as you.

I myself went through a spiritual awakening of sorts, and it got ugly very fast. When you wrote you are noticing you are going into a trance and feel something is coming through you - well, I feel concerned and drawn to tell you - please consider not allowing such a thing access to you.

I don't know if we are similar, but looking back I see myself as being a very sweetly naive, good natured person, thinking the universe is only filled with love and light. Well my "spiritual awakening" showed my quickly that there is spiritual evil out there, and it can and will harm you, if you unassumingly give it an opening to yourself.

I don't know where you are in your journey, I just want to tell you if things get difficult - the only thing that helped me was calling out desperately to Jesus to save me from what was happening. And He did. Please just keep it in your thoughts if the time ever comes where you feel there is nowhere to turn for help. Jesus is there for us, especially in the spiritual realm where we are naive and in need of protection.

RockShan (guest)

8 years ago (2016-05-28)

Yes, seems like you are a very gifted individual, I"m by no means an 'Expert" but I can help answer any questions you want, if you add me on skype at shanon.beck19:)

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