I am 22 and have been aware of my gifts since I was 12. I can see silhouettes and sometimes clear images, I always know when someone is either looking at me or heading towards me and I hear whispers when I concentrate. Since I was a kid, I have a LOTS of déjà-vue feelings and been sensitive to other's feelings.
I had my first experience a couple of years back when I saw a men standing right in front of me in the kitchen while I was studying. I wasn't affraid of him but my curiosity led me to try and go to him. When my mom came in, she asked me what I was doing. When I turned around after telling my mom, the man had vanished.
I have been searching different ways to understand this phenomenon to finally come to the conclusion that I had a gift. I do not know where it comes from since my mom is afraid of ghosts and doesn't want to talk about it at all. My dad just says that it's my imagination and not to think about it too much, thus getting no help from my family. My boyfriend doesn't even want to listen to me when I want to talk about it with someone, so no help there either.
Since about 4 years back, I started to see shadows as well as everything else and some of the whispers are getting louder. It feels like my gifts are growing but I don't know how to control them nor how to ''take a break''. The more this goes on, the more affraid I am and the worst it gets.
I need guidance and someone to tell me that I am not going crazy. That the things I see are not only from my imagination and that there is a way to keep everything under control.