Unsure where to start. I have been having psychic experiences throughout my life, however as I got older I repressed them because I saw things that scared me. I've always been a strong dreamer and this seems to be my strongest gift. As of late, my gifts seem to be coming back.
About a month ago, I started to have this entity visiting me in my dreams. His presence frightened me. He stomped around a lot, up and down staircases. I never was able to see him, just a dark shadow. The second time he entered my dream, my spirit guide actually entered and shielded me from it, told me not to look, and woke me up by pressing his fingers into my shoulder. I could still feel the tingle when I woke up. That is the first time I'd met my guide.
About a week later, this entity entered my dream again, only this time I was viewing myself as if overhead in my own room where I was sleeping. The thing was in my doorway. I tried to run past him, and couldn't. I tried to scream, but couldn't. Again, I couldn't see any features. I did not feel afraid this time. I tried to make any sound, all I could get out was "NO". So I just kept repeating "NO, NO,NO,NO" until I woke up. Upon awaking, I had the number 1969 in my head and felt as though it was connected to a year.
I spoke to a friend who is a celtic shaman. She told me that this entity was trying to be my guide, and was from the area I reside in currently. 1969 was the year it came to this plane to be a guide. He was not inherently bad, but my spirit guide did not like him, and said he did not have anything to teach me, and was not conducive to my shaman training. (He told her that I am meant to be a shaman) We got rid of him by doing a cleansing and sleeping with a protective stone under my pillow.
2 weeks later, I was visited by a spirit. I was sleeping, and then suddenly was awoken. I rolled onto my back, and there was a white mist hovering right over my head. I stared for a minute because I wasn't sure it was real. Well, it definitely was. It floated away to the left and dissipated.
So, hence I am searching for a mentor. I have my shaman friend, but she is terribly busy and don't want to be bugging her too much. She runs a group for quite a few of us. I need someone who'd be willing to help me one on one. I'm working on growing spiritually, but need help. I have no idea what to do, other than meditate daily. I'd like to have someone who's more experienced that I can get advice from if I get stuck, or something happens that I don't understand.
In this physical plane there are interactions with white energy. I have seen this represented as an angel. Another time it was a moving rolling alive cloud that brought healing.
It is when the color is not pure white that it can be a negative.
If it appears again ask its intent 2 times. Listen to your inner guidance, higherself. Do not doubt yourself. The learning and the journey are a work in progress. I only sense you are doing fine. If you have a question just post on this site.
You are one that I would of taken on for one to one. But you have no email, which signifies you really do not need a mentor as had you truly needed a door would of been opened.
I say this because I normally shunn from shaman wording.
But you so have something original.