There is this guy I believe to be my twin flame. We have not spoken for a year or two, and just the other day at work out of no where, when I greeted a customer, I felt like I was looking out of my twin flame's eyes, and even made the same facial expression he makes when I speak to him. I started to blink to get my eyes to focus and felt like myself again. I've recently been having consecutive dreams of him, in one of them he looks older and upset I had a boyfriend. In another dream he is my neighbor. In another one he is walking by my home and greets me. I am on the phone with him in another dream. Mind you I was moving on with my life, and rarely thought of him, until now! Out of no where just when I was forgetting him, I start thinking about him. I feel I'm obsessed.
I do miss him dearly. I do not know why, I feel like I actually love him. I feel like there's a force between us not allowing us to be together. When we first met at my old job we were instantly close until he quit. After he quit he would occasionally visit me during my lunch or even 10 break. I haven't seen him in years. I had my re-awakening with him. And he told me the doors in his home would open and close during the time he met me. During the few months we spent together I felt like a darkness was manifesting in me or us. I still feel like I have it in me but I have it in a cage and I don't know how much longer I can keep it there. We both love to wear black and wear Goth jewelry, but we're not hardcore. I believe in aGod and Jesus and The Hail Mary and the Saints and angels in case you were wondering if I worshipped Satan or something.
I'm looking for similar stories but can't seem to find any, or maybe I'm not looking hard enough. I want to know, why did I see through his eyes, and even made the same facial expression he makes. Why have I been dreaming of him so much lately when I had forgotten him? Please I just want to really understand this twin flame stuff.
Thank you so much in advance!