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Similar Moment? Hard Time Coping, Gift Gone & Regained


All of this stuff seems very fantasy like. Sometimes I need to make myself realize these abilities are real. Anywho the ability I lost was being able to see things or should I say "being clairvoyant?"Correct me if I am wrong. First time I have ever seen something was when I was 1 1/2 years of age and saw the virgin mary appear in heart shaped bubbles comforting me after something very traumatizing happened. Second time was when I saw angels flying out of a window and they waved at me (still stoked they did) I was 3.

During middle school, I would see spirits but only from the neck down. Now I only see things from the corner of my eyes and most of the time look like shadows --__-- But I hardly see anything anymore. But I get harassed by spirits more than anything and have started praying and feeling a little more safe now. And I also spontaneously astral project.

This one time after I "bumped" into a spirit thinking it was a person, and even apologizing, then realizing "wait a minute, who could that have been, what's going on, I'm the only one here, the whole room was spinning into a blur while I was just staring in awe for about a

Minute. (I have no idea what that experience was, and anyone kind enough to tell me what that was you will be very much appreciated.)

Let me tell you one of the last times I saw a spirit. This one rainy day I stayed home to read a book while my whole family went out. I am quite the book worm and would always be in my room alone. My mother would only bother me to let me know food was ready.

Anyways, on that day I was reading in my little love seat with the door open and as I am looking down at my book I see a person from the corner of my eye. I already knew it was a spirit and all the hairs on my body stood up. I was dreadfully terrified. Mind you I did not look up to see this spirit and stayed in the same exact position I was in before I saw it, pretending not to see it.

After I noticed it was gone, I tried slamming the door shut, but the air stopped it, and then I think to myself, "Oh no! The ghost is going to come after me because now it knows I did see it! Waaah! "I shut the door as quickly as possible, threw my book randomly to something, huddled in my love seat and cried hysterically. At that moment I thought to myself, "I am just an 11 year old girl, I'm a good girl, I bet no one else prays every night like I do, why does this have to happen to me, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I wish I could be left in peace and never see them again!"

Sad isn't it? I had no one to confide in, NO ONE. At the time I did not know it was an amazing gift I could use to help others. Nor did I know how to research things on the internet. Now my gift is gone. I would like to take one step forward and start being clairvoyant again, one step at a time.

Anyone lose an ability and gained it back? Love to hear how and your story behind it. Or anyone else have/had a hard time coping with your gifts like myself? Maybe we can help each other or be helped. Also anyone else have that experience of seeing the environment around you spinning in a blur?

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
9 years ago (2015-05-07)
We humans are funny creatures, it never ceases to amaze me... When we're in a difficult situation, suffocating under the pressure, we want it to end, and as soon as we're out, we go back and do the same things that put us in that situation in the first place... Like a dog that vomits some indigestable food, and then eats up the vomit!¡¿¡ Or eats its own pooh! When we're married, we envy single people, and we get a divorce, and when we get the divorce we say: I wish I was married! You freaked out when you were 11, and prayed to God saying: "i'm a good 11 year old kid, this shouldn't be happening to me! Why do I have to see evil spirits! Can't I have my peace and privacy?" And now that you have your peace and privacy, and your life is back to normal... You want to see spirits AGAIN LOLOL! Why can't we make up our minds? We keep putting our hand in the fire, saying: I won't get burnt this time! (even though we got burnt the last time!) The grass is always greener on the other side...always! We can't sit still. What will it take for God to teach us, how to wisen up and live properly: should He make us a quadraplegic, give us a scare with cancer, a loss of a loved one, leave us penniless and homeless? We are like a balloon full of helium, that broke it's string, and floats here and there, wherever the wind may blow. We act upon every whim and impulse, and want to satisfy it... Regardless of the consequences... And the painful lessons that we got, from acting that way before! A budhist saying goes: "desire, is the cause of pain". Christianity teaches the same. But we must not stop desiring, we CAN'T! Desire is put into us by God, so that we can desire GOOD things! But if we desire BAD things, we will bring bad karma to ourselves, with some painful lessons to go with it LOL. Thanx for putting up with my yap yapping! God bless+
Candy_Jane (4 stories) (18 posts)
12 years ago (2012-03-23)
[at] RSterc Sigh, really? Is that how you arrived by meditating? I'm a beginner with meditationbarely starting. Damn you blocked third eye! I shall pray to God for his protectionthen.
RSterc (1 stories) (9 posts)
12 years ago (2012-03-22)
Candy_Jane, Don't fret... It can come back. I used to have healing hands which is why I was sent to the Sirians by my role model of an aunt. I spoke to spirits all the time and then between the years of 14 and 22 it stopped completely. Gradually it all returned. You must unblock your 3rd eye. It's not enough to pray for protection... Learn how to pray. Request GOD's shield around you and loved ones particulary prior to meditation. Meditation will get you going. If not go for hypnosis...I'm a certified hypnotherapist but no longer practicing. I also read tarot but moved along. I used these things as leverage to get to where I needed to be. I have arrived!
KaylanGrey (4 posts)
12 years ago (2012-03-21)
oh by the way, feel free to email me at kaylgrey [at]
Symbol-of-the-dragon (4 stories) (68 posts)
12 years ago (2012-03-21)
I agree with 'Martha'. Try researching carl jung, philosophy, phycology, mythology, william yates, and schizophrenia. I'm not saying your bonkers. Many scientists and scholars such as my self believe that what ancient peoples call "powers" or "shamanism" and what we call psychosis (at least in terms of schizophrenia) are the exact same thing. The idea that schizophrenics have to be depressed and homicidal as popular belief and the article on this site suggests isn't true for everyone effected by schizophrenia... Ether way, look into these things and see for your self. Understanding what you are and your connection in the world helps.
Candy_Jane (4 stories) (18 posts)
12 years ago (2012-03-21)
[at] kaylan Same here sometimes I think I'm guessing the auras and really I'm not... Its weird.I'm glad you are more in touch with your abilities at a young age. Keep it up. It is comforting for me as well to know someone had similar experiences. REALLY comforting.:)
martha (5 stories) (89 posts)
12 years ago (2012-03-20)
I don't think gifts can be lost, only shut down at the time then surface again perhaps at a different time in certain situations that apply toward our gifts also born into, they naturally are there to help us and others.
blair46blair (1 stories) (10 posts)
12 years ago (2012-03-20)
hey can you read mine and tell me what you think about my situation am I psyco or psychic
KaylanGrey (4 posts)
12 years ago (2012-03-20)
Wow, interesting story you have. It feels really nice and comforting that you have experienced similar things as me. I'm only fifteen, I began to realize my gifts and abilities about a year and a half ago. Until I truly saw a spirit with my own eyes, I thought I was making up my abilites. I thought they were coincidences, or my imagination playing tricks on me. I thought I always made up the color if auras, you know, just guessing random colors that didn't apply to people. What I would always do is tune in to how that person was feeling, and random layers of colors popped in my head. But then I started realizing that the colors I sensed were spot on to how that person was feeling. It was similar with spirits. I often got a feel for an area and sensed if there were spirits in it. I would also know random details about them (gender, death cause, and people they knew) I never saw spirits, although I sensed them frequently. I mean, I saw orbs and shadows, but not full on apparitions. One day, it was really late at night, and everyone else was asleep. I went into my room and the atmosphere changed. It was cold, very unpleasant. In my room, there was a middle aged woman in a yellow dress wih long flowing hair. Although she appeared calm, there was an irritated aura about her. As soon as she came, she left. The next night I had a vivid dream about her. She was pushing me, and yelling, she was angry that I didn't help her cross over. I didn't know how to help her though. I have come in better touch with my abilities, but as you said, it would be great if we could help eachother realize our potential and how we can use our gift to help people.

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