My name is Roby Young I am 15 and I am a star child
About 4 weeks ago I found out what I am and was afraid I had realized I had abilities at age 7 I just couldn't control them today I am working with a friend/mentor who is helping me harness my ability. The process has been helpful except I have been losing focus a bunch. When I go down the street I can feel what someone thinks about me and I can see how they are around others. Its been driving me nuts. Whenever I go home I ask for help from my mom but I think its just a empathy thing except it feels like more than empathy. I also as a young man was hurt a lot by my stepfather and was always rejected as a child. I was supposed to be the perfect one in my family. But that never happened so I was beat a bunch. And I am a star child with PTSD because of abuse as a child. I am prone to blacking out and hurting people with no recollection of what happened. That is why I am afraid of my power I have done things that would scare people (so I will not mention them). So if I could get some more help that would be great so anyway my question is: is there anything that could help me with clearing my mind of certain memories that are very harmful to me and others, so that I can get rid of past experiences that have been traumatic and painful that I can try out that would help me in the long run? This would help a bunch if anyone has any suggestions please email me at firetoothyoung[at]gmail.com thanks for your consideration and for your time.