Im clairaudient and I've been my whole life, but I've just started excepting that it's a part of my life and that I can really help people with this. I mediate in many ways, and try to do lot of research trying to find answers on how to help improve this gift and what I can do to make it so that I'm better with this gift but as I read and try to follow the instructions, the noise gets louder and louder. I really am not sure where to go from here and I would really appreciate some guildance.
When I tell them I'm ready to learn more do I need to mediate on it or so I just simply tell them bc I have have two strong spirits that I find it easy to communicate back; with all the other I can just acknowledge they're there and tell if there male or female. Sometimes I can't even tell what their intentions are which makes me feel uneasy.
And how do I know which ones are my spirit guides. The only two people that are very very dominant are my boyfriends ex girlfriend and grandma. I encountered his ex girlfriend way before I met him actually & she is actually who drew me to him. And his grandma came through after I started dating. I also see a spirit that comes around him sometimes that's male but he doesn't speak and kind of wants me to mind my own business in a way like he has been doing his job for a while and he doesn't need any help. I'm not sure who he is or what his purpose is but I don't really get a bad feelimg off of him, I just feel weird that he comes off like he wants nothing to do with me.
I want to get the spirits attention so I can work on this more but I don't know how to do it the right way without doing something I'm going to regret later. I want to expand my levels of communication but I'm not sure where to start or how even. At this point I can receive their thoughts and feelings and not physically see them but sometimes inside I can tell bits and pieces of they're appearance and see places in some of they're memories.