If anyone has some kind of light they can shed on what I am feeling I would greatly appreciate it. I am trying to find my way...
Ever since I was a child I could feel spirit energy around me and have felt different. My grandmother was a very sensitive person as well and used tarot cards.
I have read a lot of the other posts so that has helped. I know I have seen a lot of other people say that they think they are crazy, which is exactly how I feel so maybe this is just part of it.
When I was a child I could see and talk to my two grandparents that passed away, and would tell my mother details about their life etc... As I got older this went away. Now in my late 20's the floodgates have opened again. I can not see or hear spirits anymore, but I always feel like I am being watched, I can feel energy around me and if it is positive or negative.
The other night I had a dream and in it I was speaking to what now I know is my spirit guide. She said why are you not allowing yourself to be open, and I said because I am scared. She said well you do not need to be, there are a lot of people that need to talk to you (meaning spirits that were stuck between worlds/or that have crossed over already.)
I know that I need to be More open and am hoping to develop my abilities, but there is still something holding me back. Lately all of my feelings have been getting more and more intense. Feeling energies around me, lights going on and off on their own burning through light bulbs like crazy, computer/printer will turn on by itself etc. There are certain places and rooms that I can not go into because the energy in them is so bad/evil. I have read a lot of posts that say meditation is the best practice, but I cannot seem to get my mind clear. Does anyone else feel spirit energies like I do or have any suggestions how I can move forward? Thank you in advance for any advice given