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Overcoming My Demons

 

My teen years started like most, rebellion, drugs, partying, and of course, playing with oujia boards, & satanic principles to some sweet screaming Disturbed. No I'm very much serious about this though. Rest assured my taste in music has improved. Lol

After a near death experience, my life changed completely, but that's a different story. I know I was meant to have this weird life, I consider myself blessed because of this, hopefully I can assist any one else struggling with possessions, negative energies, and the "dark side"

(Fyi, the dark side doesn't have cookies. It's a lie. They are all lies.)

I picked up many lower energies off the people I was around, from the activities I was doing, and the spirits I was openly inviting! (We thought summoning demons would be a good idea!)

I experienced hateful, cruel, and sadistic thoughts entering my mind out of the blue, which are very against my gentle & compassionate nature. I saw visions of "demons" in reflective surfaces (mirrors, plates, windows), and sometimes in my head or from the corner of my eyes, but the first time I suspected it as anything but my imagination was when one cursed out my mouth, which I found strange as it wasn't me. I was having full conversations with these beings (in my head or they could talk from my mouth), occasionally they pushed, shoved me or controlled my body against my will. When ever they were around I felt weak and depressed, sometimes so weak I collapsed against a wall or onto furniture.

I began to learn how to "tune" into positive energies, rather than the negative ones. They gave me great support, especially with helping me come to terms with what was happening. I knew that "in my right mind" I wanted the entities gone-they were getting more daring and I felt like I, and those around me could be in danger (impulses to suddenly strangle myself or self harm, seeing a knife and getting the desire to pick it up, seeing harming people I love in my mind).

I knew my core being-my true self-who I really am-Is someone who wants to be a worker of light. I do not want to be abusive, and I do not want to be abused. I was being abused and tormented by these spirits, they had more control over my life than I did, and that isn't ok. I decided I wanted my life back for myself, and I want to use my life to help people, not hurt them.

I knew overcoming my possessions was crucial to my life, and that it would only help me on my journey. This was very important, as being open in any way allowed negative energies to communicate with me.

My first experience of success was one time I was sitting in my room, a negative energy was telling me I was weak, worthless, miserable, Then a loving, positive voice in my head said to me,

"say you are strong."

At first I didn't want to, but I decided to give it a try. So I tried. It felt like throwing up, "I... I Am..."

I felt ridiculous, I could barely pass the first two words, it was sickening and painful,

But, finally,

"...I am strong."

I said it. A peace fell over me. The negative energy was gone.

I started practicing cutting lines, a negative energy will usually try to snag my attention by saying something very shocking or attention-grabbing.

Deep breath. Do not respond.

I realized occasionally they would stop if I ignored them long enough, and focused on something else. This worked sometimes, but usually the spirit would come back later. I started to get more comfortable commanding spirits to leave me, by asserting strongly "You must leave now! You are not welcome here and never return!" The more intensely I mean it and am serious about it the more effective it is, I have successfully banished two spirits completely this way.

One of the most effective methods is inviting assistance from positive beings. My most intense experience is when I was trying to sleep, but was being assaulted by an energy, I mentally asked for help, immediately there was a loving, warm/tingly presence, in my minds eye I witnessed a bright flash that forcefully pushed the entity far away, the heavy, nauseated feeling and pressure left and I slept peacefully. I often feel the presence of this same loving energy around me.

Finally, another really successful method was ripping/throwing out anything with ties to the energies. I am an artist and had drawn a picture of one of the beings, I could feel its energy very tied to the drawing. One day, I had finally decided to rid myself and ripped the drawing into many pieces, then threw it away. I was imediately relieved.

My advice to anyone struggling:

Your WILL POWER is very important and strong, negative entities are good at twisting your morals & thoughts, remember WHO YOU REALLY ARE without the negative influence, know that YOU have the POWER over yourself, You have the power to command them out/away from you, they CANNOT exist here without SOME energy source (energy, suffering, specific kind of expirience, communication, etc) so STOP feeding them. Ask your higher power to assist, and ASERT they are not welcome, and COMMAND them to leave. It is also important to prevent picking up new energies by cleansing your space/aura (smudging, meditation, etc) with the intention of protection & banishing energies.

If anyone else is having difficulty I will do my best to help you.

Much love,

Always,

Drake. <3

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Hecate0 (152 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-06-30)
Drakeoreo, I am so glad you knew my comment was a compliment. 😆 These are the times being psychic helps. You can feel the intent.

Off in the clouds can be good. I have been doing art more than my healing. But, I am leaning back into a better balance again. Remember the demon I mentioned attached to my friend's family, the one I put in a pink bunny suit if it tries to look in my window? That friend was at my house a few weeks ago. My son was sleeping but was awakened to the feeling that the demon was stomping around our front yard, pissed it couldn't look in our windows. It could have. It had a choice. The bunny suit is cute.

Anyway, other than that, although hot here in AZ, I love summer. It is much more relaxing. It is great to chat again. We all need time away. Nice to reconnect, though. I am so glad you are doing well. I hope the "physical matters' you reference are routine.
Drakoreo (2 stories) (37 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-06-30)
[at] Hecate0 Haha thank you, unordinary is a great compliment.:) everything is very well lately, ahaha I've had some bizzar expiriences but I feel like I'm having a break right now. I've been so 'off in the clouds' so to speak I forget to take care of myself lol, I'm trying to get grounded and sort out my physical matters.
Have you had any gooders my friend?
Hecate0 (152 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-06-30)
Drakeoreo, I always love reading your comments. I hope your summer is going well. Any new experiences you are writing up for us? You are an uncommon guy and I hope you are doing well.
Drakoreo (2 stories) (37 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-06-30)
[at] Hecate0 Thank you for the message it was very warming:) it's good to hear from you, I hope you are doing well! Blessings and best wishes.
Hecate0 (152 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-06-29)
Hey Drakeoreo, welcome back! Good to see you again, virtually of course. Hope you are well.

Hecate
Hecate0 (152 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-05-04)
Hey Drakeoreo, I was just looking at my rock collection and I was wondering if you have any labradorite? I think you need some. Just a thought. Obviously we can chat about it. Hope you are well.

Hecate
infjoy (3 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-05-03)
Thank you for your kind words. I knew Drake may be your name, but you can still change it. You'll be amazed at what changing one's name to a positive one did to some people.:)

Words have vibes associated with them.:)

Of course a name change is not the most important change in our life, but a name change often is a reflection of a desire to embrace total change and helps certain people to change a lot.:) Many blessings... Achieving spiritual evolution doesn't require name change of course, it's just a suggestion which you have free will to ignore.:)

You can change your name to Angel. Many guys and gals are named Angel.:) Or something cool like Ananda for Bliss or Prem for Love or something cool.:) Anyway, hoping you'll achieve all your goals.:) ❤ ❤
Hecate0 (152 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-05-02)
Drake, I think it is amazing that you put it together so well at this point in your life. I can just imagine the adults in your life, and their reactions. I am chuckling here. I bet you shock a lot of people. It is hard for some people to hear it when the person is 'supposed to be' subordinate, as culturally young people are supposed to be. You catch my quotes there. I am doing them with my fingers.

And, yes, the part of the ego I have been struggling with is some anger at injustice (to me and others) and preaching (to shorten the unsavory list for you). Your response to people preaching to you here has helped me a lot. You sense where in them it comes from. You seem to have wonderful preach-repellant. LOL

I imagine our guides having a big party together now that they have met one another. I expect some kind of kidding or silliness to come of this. Mine tease me and joke a lot. I do not ask for signs from them much anymore. I know they are there. But this winter, I was in a dark place, so asked for a simple feather. Two weeks went by, and nothing. I was about to ask them in a kind of cheeky way, and noticed a tiny feather stuck to my toe as I fed cats in my yard. I smiled and thanked them. But later that day, I was again on my patio, and it was like they were saying, "you wanted feathers, you got feathers!" One of the cats in the yard had killed a bird and was shaking the feathers EVERYWHERE. It was snowing feathers. I burst out laughing.

I can feel your powerful healing energy from here in Arizona. Your profile says you are in Canada. No matter how you fly it, we are thousands of miles apart. I love it that distance is nothing in other dimensions. I think we could combine our healing abilities in very powerful ways. If you ever have a challenging healing task, I am happy to help in any way I can. 😁 Your energy has helped me in these conversations we are having. I hope you feel my gratitude. It's big.
Drakoreo (2 stories) (37 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-05-02)
[at] Hecate

Thank you, your replies are very lovely & heart-warming:) you have very kind and moving words. You are a powerful healer & a very loving soul! Hehe we are all learning & healing and it's great! I think you are wonderful & doing fantastic!

Oh undoubtedly everyones guides are atleast in some way connected and commuicating, as beings of love & wisdom, I imagine they support & love eachother just as greatly as they do us.

Oh and yes, I am a teen. Having a young body is funny because most adults don't expect what comes from me. Sometimes I over whelm my family & friends with too much information, or perhaps things their souls can't accept until they over-come some other things. But it doesn't matter how old my body or soul, I will ALWAYS be a child.:) my sister has well diagnosed it "Peter Pan syndrome"

It can be challenging, but I'm learning patience too,
"We usually work gradually, slowly and comfortably, nothing too shocking or traumatizing that may frighen or stunt the spirit." atleast this how I understood my friend/guide discribing it to me last night. The soul has to learn slowly because too fast can be shocking. So it's important to be patient as they are learning and expirincing at their own pace.

Is ego a concern for you? I'm figuring out the self-image, the cockiness, or the self-pity, actually means nothing. We are all pure pristine spirits, none of the such are even relevant to who we are. This helps me a lot, cause sometimes I'm afraid of giving the impression "I know all" or looking full of myself. I'm learning more and more, that such trival matters are meaningless, it doesn't matter if I, or anyone else is cocky, or insecure- We are all evolving! Ir is nessisary in our evolution! It is not ugly, it is beautiful! Which is good, a wise man, a comedian actually, but I'm so bad with names, lol he said "when you walk out that door, you can choose love, or fear. You can chose fear, but I encourage you to chose love."

So rather than chosing fear, "oh, saything this will make me look cocky & maybe people will unlove me" I chose love, knowing I am loved & loveable no matter what, and scream full-heartedly my truth, we are all infintely wise, infinitely beautiful, and infinitely divine in every & all ways. Do not underestimate your own divinity, you are the offspring of life, love, creation & conciousness itself! How honnorable, how beautiful & pure every piece and fragment of your soul, even "the ego" as it is, an extension of your divine nature.

Much love, always,
Drake<3
Hecate0 (152 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-05-02)
Drakeoreo, two things I forgot in my other comment. First, your reply to spacetime included a list of what to do in frightening situations, OBE in particular. When you said to transform the thing, perhaps into a rabbit, I burst out laughing. I have a friend with a powerful demon attached to her family, and it doesn't like that I do healing on her. Our house has a protection barrier around it, maintained by me and my guides and my son's guides. Well, my son, who is a medium, awoke one morning, coming into our front room of the house, a room with a big window, and he could feel, in his mind's eye this 7-8 foot tall negative energy leaning down, looking into the front window in a menacing way. It was likely her demon. I told him to imagine this huge, mean looking thing in a pink, fuzzy bunny costume. You know, white inside the ears. Floppy tail. In my imagery, I sent it walking away, tail bobbing, head down. It has never returned. Lol.

My second thing I forgot, are you really a teenager? I am glad you have found a framework for your gifts that works so well. Wise beyond your years, my friend! Wise beyond your years.
Hecate0 (152 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-05-02)
Hi Drakeoreo, I have loved reading all of your comments tonight! You tune in perfectly to what people are needing. I, too, have been negligent in my gratitude for the wonderful support everyone here gives. But I can tell you listen to your guides, setting personal ego aside. And you send love, even as you type here. Your messages resonate with that.

However, I laughed when you said I was patient. Lately, I have struggled with that. So, it is exactly what I needed to hear, but reminding me in such a loving way. I was reading all of your comments, and felt you spoke to everyone this way. I learn from you, and am eternally grateful to you for your willingness to share. I needed to hear many of the things you said to several people tonight. So, I feel that my guides talked to your guides your guides talked to... And blah blah blah. I hope you hear my humor here.

I so look forward to evolving here with you! Have a great evening/morning. I think you already are! I am grateful to know you.
Drakoreo (2 stories) (37 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-05-02)
[at] Hecate

Hello my good friend<3

I couldn't have got where I am without you & the others. You have been extremely helpful on my journey and hopefully I can lend a hand sharing the healing. You are one of the most patient people I have ever met lol I could be too insecure but I feel like I haven't been showing my apriciation and respect towards you and all the other helpers in my life very well. I really love all of you & cannot describe how much I apriciate you.
Drakoreo (2 stories) (37 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-05-02)
[at] infjoy:
Hello my love.
Are you afraid to be selfish?
"Perhaps to be selfish, is the most selfless, when you see the other, as yourself."

Your soul has told me you are concerned with facing a repeat in your next reincarnation. I do not think this will befall you, you appear to understand how you treat the other, is how you treat yourself. Compassion, kindness. That is the only way out of the loop, because it is the lack of these elements, which creates it. If you already understand this, the repeat will not occur.

But whatever becomes of you is in your best interest, life is made only to evolve, not to become worse. Whatever happens is only in your best intrests, and in the intrest of the evolution of your soul. We must repeat our mistakes until we try something knew. A wise man said, "insanity is doing the same thing, and expecting a different result" we keep getting the same results until we try something else.

Drake is my real name, and I like to think of it as my cloak of invisibility. A gift that allows me to move in the darkness without being seen. I attract people who may want healing, who usually would not be drawn to me or feel comfortable around me otherwise. A "double-agent" if you will.

Your kindness is greatly appreciated-
I understand your concern-
You are a great friend, and a wise soul.
Thank you:)
Peace<3
infjoy (3 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-05-01)
:)

Drake dear,

Rebellion, partying etc come from the ignorance of the soul who is selfish and immature and we need to see that to avoid a repeat next reincarnation.

I suggest you change your name from Drake and related dark names to Angel or Light or Joy or Bliss or Buddha or GoodVibes or etc. Drake means demon in some languages.:) Drakoreo is bad name. Like you ripped that art piece and it made you feel good, you can also rip these drake drakoreo names too, recreate a username and move away from demonic energies for real. It will help you.

Your encounters with negative entities are due to bad past life physical and astral karma, where bad spirits follow you along each life. Everyone has bad karma, some almost negligible, others 1000 times more. To be born to saintly parents who teach you obe and advanced spirituality is not easy at all - one must have good karma, such parents who are very mediumistic are not common. To be born surrounded by very advanced lightbeings all the time is not easy either. To rid oneself of this karma it's helpful to be compassionate like a Buddha towards all living beings and to breath in the infinite light of the benevolent entities and let it exude around you.:)

Listen to peaceful clips on youtube, relaxing clips, just search for relaxation meditation music and rest.:)

Peace...
Hecate0 (152 posts)
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4 years ago (2015-05-01)
Thank you, Drake. For all of it. For sharing your personal past. But so importantly, for reminding everyone about their own personal power and their access to positive loving beings. We have conversed here a couple of times. I could sense your positive energy. I am an energy healer. I am so happy for you that you were able to remember your loving, healing essence during your dark times. Humans need empowering. But we attract what we put out. So, people who generate negatives, even without realizing it, will attract that. The beauty in this equation is in the love that comes back to our loving intent. I am glad to get to know you here, Drake. These sites are renewing my faith in people, and our positive potential.

Best to you, and I hope our conversations continue.
Hecate

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