I am 16 and I actually don't believe in seeing things and stuff but then this feeling kept popping up. It started years ago. I have the feeling that something really bad is going to happen when I am about 18. Perhaps dying or loosing my eyesight. I have the feeling that the life I know now is going to be over. I never really thought about it until several people told me that I life live like I'm going to die soon. They tell me to slow down, that I have my whole life in front of me but every time I have feeling that's not true. I had several nightmares but I always encountered them as dreams. Do you think it could be a warning or am I just seeing things?
I never had any weird experiences. I am more a down to earth person but it freaks me out. And its not like I just started a few month ago to life my life so fast. I started from when I was really young. All my life actually. I am just 16 and I have done way more traveling than others. Every time I try to sit down, I can't sit still. I have the feeling I have to life live before its over. Everyone wants to do much but for me its more that I want to have it done before I turn 18. The bad feeling keeps popping up and I tried to avoid it and to slow down but then I feel really sick. It feels like I get fever and I am sweating. Its not like anything I have heard before. I once told my best friend about that feeling and she just said it is a bad feeling and nothing more. I believed her at that point but it really started to bother me now.
What do you think? Am I mentally sick or could it be something else?