I've talked to one other person with a situation similar to mine.
I'm not sure if this can help us figure out what is going on, but our similarities are that we are both cancers (June babies) and feel extremely connected to animals. For me personally I've had many traumatic experiences and I've also had many paranormal experiences, no matter where I live something has tried following me.
Also I'm not sure if it means anything but I remember how I died in my last life. When I was young 5-6 I used to have visions of me being 16 and getting shot. Also when I was a little girl I used to talk to the sky and say things like "its okay babies don't cry I'll be there soon".
As a young girl I always seen spirits, I used to be friends with one actually. As I got older I don't see them as much, but they are still there. I can feel them. And one of them is not good at all.
Why I'm writing is for a few months I've felt almost as if I'm in a dream I can't wake up from, nothing seems normal but at the same time it all seems normal. Something is off and I just can't figure out what it is.
As for my friend she lives in Arkansas and I know that she's had very few spirit experiences, but she has had a few traumatic experiences. We both have similar ones. Our fathers both left us when we were young around 2-3, and we both don't have the best relationship with our mothers.
Can you help me understand this? What is happening to us? Is there a possibility that we have some sort of powers? Please help.
I'd love to learn more of your experiences and what you're going through, though and maybe I can help you. Here's my e-mail:
Rainashea16 [at] gmail.com