I wrote this a while ago: Last night I felt really sick and had a headache but I normally get headaches anyway which I think are due to my abilities but I felt really hot, like I have once or twice before, about a year ago. A couple of hours earlier I had tried meditating, I sat on my bed, got comfortable and closed my eyes but all I could see where the veins of my eyes and it went a bit bubbly (bubble shapes) which I get a lot when I'm tired.
I'm quite tired because if I have about ten hours sleep but it feels like I've only had one, which is weird and I get this all the time. Does anybody know why or anything about this? But anyway, after this I tried again but just got the same response and I'd only been meditating for about two minutes altogether.
Back to where I was: I felt really sick and had a headache but I put my fan on, opened my door and had a mint (which usually makes me feel better). So I lay back and started to fall asleep and I had a dream that I was talking to a counselors and telling her everything, all my secrets and everything. It was really weird because normally when it's just a normal dream I control what happens but in this one it was like the woman was a real person and she said things I didn't even make up.
After that I woke up and felt hotter and sicker so I got up and watched television for a while, after about an hour I went back to bed. I don't know exactly when I fell asleep, I never do but it took me about an hour. When I woke up about six hours after I last looked at the clock I felt really weird. I knew that I had, had a dream but I couldn't remember anything about it. It was like when I was dreaming I was unconscious (I normally am when I'm asleep but when I have visions and dreams in the day I'm conscious). It felt like I had been in a deep sleep, I tried going over it in my mind but all I can pick up is that it had something to do with meditation and developing my psychic abilities and I think my brother was in it too.
Normally I can't remember much about my dreams or sometimes I don't even have a dream but when I do, I normally remember more than this. (I normally forget a lot of things and remember most of the time, when I'm about to fall asleep does anybody know what that is?) If anybody knows what this is or anything about what I have said, please comment because any advice would be welcome, thank you.