I'm very new to this page so please forgive me if I'm a little shy but I do need some help or info even!
So since I was little I've been able to sense other people's emotions not really knowing its name for quite some time, it wasn't until I was an adult and I started getting more curious about it, some people I have to touch by a hand shake to understand them others I can feed off of their energy, anyway as I've gotten older its gotten a lot stronger to where I am now even seeing spirits.
I don't mind as non have invaded my room or my dreams (touch wood) yet, and I recently joined a ghost hunting group to help me develop it a bit more and learn to control it a little better as controlling it is extremely difficult for me, I know about using white light to protect myself and forming a giant bubble of white light around myself but I still find this extremely difficult as part of me feels safe knowing what others are feeling, I like knowing, not knowing makes it hard for me, my mother thinks I inherited that from her.
Anyway I recently went with my ghost hunting group and the worst ever experience fell over me, like a weight was being shoved through the top of my head and trying to get in, it made me feel dizzy and sick all at once and I know my guardians stepped I could feel their loving warmth surround me and fight off what ever the hell that energy was, I never go out without my great grans little bible (i'm not a huge believer in it but I feel protected by having something of hers as she was very psychic) I take a bunch of stones with me and a rosary mum gave me she had blessed by a priest when she was in hospital. Later on when we finally left and my guardians cut off any contact or feelings I could read I was told once safe at home if I'd left the building something worse would of happen to me and I'm wondering is it normal to receive messages after once a guardian spirit talks with you once your energy is back?
Just thing was awful I actually don't think it was ever a living thing as where we were people had actually done devil worship many years ago they had an aulta and upside down crosses on the walls and other things normally related to it, which the government came in and cleaned up as its also old world war buildings spread out over a huge field.
I just need to know if receiving a delayed message is normal? I mean I have received messages about my friends house when all I was doing was thinking about it when she mentioned her hall way.
I've also received messages from just holding an item of a beloved family member who wasn't mine.
I just would like some help with this as I have found as I get older it gets stronger or when I'm under serious amounts of stress it also seems to attract spirits to me like a beacon in the dark or something.
Any advice would be most loved and helpful.