The Demon Who Won't Leave

My name is Cynthia and I moved to a trailer a good eight years or so. I had just recently lost someone special to me and I was going through a hard time. The woman who lived here before was into some type of witchcraft and had left a Ouija board behind. The neighbors had said about her doing rituals outside. I had always been on the sensitive side, I could sense this spirit here. It was near the hall way and I could hear these unhuman screams coming from it. I believes in spirits at the point but I let it go. I started sensing cold spots around me. I thought it was my boyfriend that had recently died. I allowed this presence to be near me, thinking it was him. It followed me everywhere, it was always there. It started wanting to be intimate with me. Not knowing I allowed this to happen. At one point it started molesting me right at school at lunch. It took about a year and it just got nasty, it kept saying John go to hell. Which is just the name I'm giving my boyfriend who died, I'm still sad over this. I don't know why he didn't know try to warn me, this bothers me the most. This creep caused many negative violent thoughts, I was under so much psychic attack back then, I didn't know what to call it so I called it hick ups. I knew I had to do something, so I went to a Catholic youth group. Church magically seamed to clean it up. All the bad thoughts stopped. I was Christian/Catholic for the longest time, but I was not happy. I started looking into new age beliefs. The same spirit tried to come back and tried to pretend to be a spirit guide. I did not catch on to it right away but eventually I did. I ignored it took forever but it finally left or so I thought. I was free for maybe a summer, I was so happy back then. I felt right with my spiritual beliefs and I felt so light inside. Then this being came back, it pretended to be an et. It started doing some sexual things to me. I had some really bad sex dreams that felt so real and it was almost always with a woman for some reason even though I'm a straight female. Eventually to make a long story short it started attaching to my head and it was like I could feel a ball of energy on top my head and it was collecting. Then I felt it go down in and I felt an immense amount of pressure around my head. It wanted to make the images blurry because during this time seeing a picture of John in my head made me feel better it was almost like this thing was jealous of John. It tore me up inside what this spirit did. It made the images in my mind go blurry. It kept saying I'm going to make you mine, your mine, give up, forget about John I push him so far away until I make you mine. I believe John is watching over me and knows what is going on. I miss John so much. So here I am now, with this freak on my head. I have been seeking help. This story does not just serve as a warning but a plea for help. I am desperate for someone who has the power to permanently banish or cast out this demon, I am still being harassed sexually and I cry daily. I'm getting stronger and I'm fighting it with my whole being. I am getting sick of this spirit, please if you or someone you know can help I am desperate for help. I don't care what religion you are I just want to get rid of this creep. I have been to two priests from separate churches they thought it was mental illness and told me to get help which I am doing, I just need to find a therapist. One priest did come and bless the trailer and it did nothing. Please help me, I need help.