There's no way to say this so that it doesn't sound conceited, so here goes: I think I'm an angel.
I believe in angels. I probably wouldn't if I didn't see them. Maybe they're not angels, per se, but celestial beings that we have come to call angels. Ever since I was little, I felt like I was MORE. I always felt inhuman, but not in a bad way. For as far back as I can remember, I've acknowledged that there are things I can see and do that most people can't. In my teen years, I buried my gifts to try to fit in. In college, I rediscovered them very suddenly.
At several points in my life, I've had vivid dreams (which are rare for me) about becoming an angel or even an archangel. In all these dreams, I felt somehow like I was looking at my future. I told a local pastor about them once, but he said people can't become angels. Then I stumbled upon Enochian myth. According to tradition, the prophet Enoch ascended into Heaven and became an archangel and was given the name Metatron. Upon learning this, I began to wonder if becoming an angel was a possibility, after all.
My house went into foreclosure this past year and I was praying for a miracle. Suddenly, I was surrounded by what I thought was bright orange fire. After a moment, I realized it was my own energy - my aura. I could feel its warmth and I could shift its focus; I made my right hand burn more brightly than the rest of me, just to see if I could. I sat there, playing with this energy, marveling at it. Then, without warning, the light flared out behind me in two streams. The streams reshaped themselves into feathered wings made of orange light.
That was seven months ago. My "wings" haven't gone away. I learned how to move them and can do so fairly easily now. No one else can see them, of course, not that they've mentioned. Also, they're astral in nature, so they don't/can't affect the physical world. I seem to be able to channel energy through them, and I get sensations. Sometimes I even feel the need to stretch them. This has naturally led me to wonder if perhaps being an angel isn't just my future, but my past and present as well.
I should mention that I have actually encountered Metatron since discovering my wings, but that's another story.
So lately I've been researching Earth Angels, or 'homo angelus'. When I read lists of signs and characteristics of Earth Angels, it's like reading my own biography. I really do believe that I'm one of them, but I'm curious to hear other people's input. Did anyone else ever experience or hear about something like this?