It is my unwavering belief that there is something I am supposed to be doing, a knowledge hidden inside of me, just waiting to make itself known. Sometimes I feel more than a little lost. Now let me ask you, do you ever watch a movie, or hear a song, and something in that moment chills you to the bone? Your body feels something, it recognises something. That's me, everyday. I try desperately to piece these things together, to understand what they have in common. Knights on horses, the fierce battles, that moment in movies where someone discovers something supernatural, that always gets me.
The truth is, I firmly believe there are things that go bump in the night, and do you know what? It doesn't scare me at all. Should it? I'm not sure. But its a part of me.
I have a power inside me that I wish I knew how to use. It needs to be unleashed in order to discover who I am, and where I belong.
When it's dead silent, and I'm alone, I often see a kind of shimmering silver sparkle around me, out the very corner of my eyes. What is that? I wish I knew.
I can feel something that can only be described as a pulsing, almost electric charge running down my body. My arms. My legs. It makes my hands go rigid, when this happens I sort of go into a trance, my body is present, but my mind. Its somewhere else entirely. I feel powerful in these moments. I have to pull myself out of it, and when I do, I essentially collapse.
I should say I'm no stranger to the spirit world, I lost my dad when I was far too young. I can feel his energy around me all the time. But this, there's something else. I am something else.
I want to speak to people like me, individuals who believe in what is out there in the shadows. I want to hear your experiences. I have a lot more to say, and would like to do so with someone who will understand.
Whatever you believe, whatever you have experienced. I want to hear it, perhaps we can help one another.