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I Don't Know What I Am, I Know I'm Not Human


Ever since I was young I felt like I was different from other humans. I know I was biologically born a human, at least I was born from humans, but something about me was off, I felt different and I never knew how to explain it until now. I still have that feeling inside me, in my senses, the way I see everything, the way I think.

What I am is something that nothing else in the universe has, and it makes me feel lonely. Another thing is that I have a very large vision of how creation works, and by creation I mean everything that was created by what we call God, and that includes every single universe that we can think of to it's smallest detail. I know that anything that we think of or dream of could have already happened in another universe since there could be a infinite number of them with infinite possibilities.

I've always seen myself as separate from other human beings, or rather every other living thing. This feeling can't be something new, so I believe my soul has been reincarnated into different living things since the beginning of creation either here on earth or on different planets in different galaxies or even bigger, different universes, dying and being born over and over again.

At some point I hope I can remember what or who I really am, if I have some sort of awakening as humans like to call it. I don't know if this story counts as a psychic experience or not, but if any of you could leave comments with some insight or help I would really appreciate it.

For privacy reasons, as you know, I don't want to give my real name, so on this website you can call me Angel.

Thank you.

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Secret7898 (1 posts)
7 months ago (2023-11-22)
I'm 13 but I always have this feeling something bad is going to happen to someone else (not me however) and as I said I'm a teen so I play with make up and I don't know how to explain it but I swear my eye glowed red while I was messing around and everyone else thinks I'm crazy when I tell them. I sometimes have visions like I dream of stuff that will happen in the future however it's usually about the bad outcomes of this future like it's trying to warn me.
4EVERYPANDA (3 posts)
4 years ago (2020-03-18)
4EVERYPANDA (3 posts)
4 years ago (2020-03-18)
Also, I made a website for us non-humans to communicate. Hope you like it, the link is here:
4EVERYPANDA (3 posts)
4 years ago (2020-03-18)
I am the same.
I see things others can't see. I am not normal. I can feel things others can't feel. The weird thing is, my dad could do the same when he was a child, but his abilities were weaker than mine. Humans are my friends, but they aren't very bright. I know I don't belong here, sometimes I feel like there are steps in front of me, but I can't step on them. Sometimes I feel like there are wings coming out of me, other times I feel like someone is about to shoot me with a gun. I know something bad is going to happen soon, very soon to all humans. I don't know what, but it is not like a natural disaster or coronavirus. SEE THAT?! I DID NOT JUST WRITE THAT SENTENCE, SOMETHING VERY WRONG IS HAPPENNING...
Jai97852 (5 posts)
6 years ago (2018-10-19)
Hello non-humans, 1 day humans will discover us and as they do, they will hunt us down to dissect us and try to understand why we are real, and when that day come, we need a safe haven, a place where we can be protected by each other, click the link and come to the Non-Human-Sanctuary, sign up and talk to each other, US NON HUMANS SHALL NOT BE OPPRESSED
Jasmine9999 (5 posts)
6 years ago (2018-03-04)
I feel the exact same. I have always felt different... Unable to feel and connect to things that I should, people in particular. However I'm drawn to animals and have an intense bond with them.
I feel as though there's this force inside of me screaming to be let out, to find where I belong, but it's just out of my grasp... I don't know how to find it.
If you would like to talk, or anyone who feels the same- jazz9898 [at]
MoonInsideMe (2 stories) (34 posts)
6 years ago (2018-01-02)
I cried while reading your post, because you are like my mirror. I feel the same way as you do and if you could go to my profile to read my post so you could kind of know more about me, but basically I'm the same as you.

Please I just want to talk and not just read, because I read and read all this stories that we all publish but I feel like its not real and I'm loosing my hope. Please just write me at itsnadyaoli [at]
If any other person who reads this, please go to my account and you feel that way or know something, just please write me. I have to know I'm not loosing my mind or that I'm alone in this
Nimisus (1 stories) (7 posts)
6 years ago (2017-12-28)
You can believe this or not it's your choice but I feel something like what you're saying and I meditated on it for some time and a word popped in my head the word was Sirti so I looked it up and it's the name of a demon a prince of hell. After talking to my mom she finally admitted that she use to pratice black magic while she was pregnant with me and it could be that a demon was able to place his soul or spirit in the fetus before an actual soul could enter. Not saying this is what happen to you but it's a possibility. Not all demons are pure evil. Evil is only relative. If the world was full of good there would be some not as good as the others so they would be considered evil. Just saying ask questions
angelus109 (2 stories) (3 posts)
7 years ago (2017-11-13)
I don't really know how to explain this feeling. It's very complicated. Its like every other soul is made up of different types of energy, some are rare but but not alone. My soul, it feels, unique, alone,different, old, since the beginning of creation. I don't believe myself to be superior to anybody, just different.
Dtprince1689 (1 posts)
7 years ago (2017-11-12)
I often feel the same way, but not so much like I don't belong in this planet, but more like I am too familiar with it but in another plane of existence type of way, if that makes any sence lol, I feel as if everything I come to learn and aknowledge is intellectual, my way of thinking is a lot different than many people especially the ones I know, and yet to me its logic... And I do feel like I am more than just human, Human is just the armor, what we all are inside in a non religious way mind you, we are all gods, what makes us tick is that energy we manifest from the earth itself, now some are in tone with what surrounds us, and those some are the ones on here posting real life shiat like this!...
lycan (5 posts)
7 years ago (2017-11-11)
Hey Angel, your profile says you're a teen author so here is a message from one teen to another! I understand what you mean about not feeling like you can relate to everyone else, I feel the same but it isn't a feeling of superiority or anything- it just feels like I don't have a grasp on what I'm here for and why I'm the way I am. What is it about you that makes you not feel human? We're all put into human bodies so there must be some way we are, but are you saying your soul is from another body or physical form? If so could you perhaps elaborate on what you think it might be?
Qurple (1 stories) (1 posts)
7 years ago (2017-11-11)
I feel the same way I've always felt different. Maybe your here for a reason...
JadeIvory33137811 (2 posts)
7 years ago (2017-11-04)
Angel, I feel the exact same emotions/ feelings that you do, a lot of times I can just feel it around me in the atmosphere, that I don't belong here on earth but on a different planet, but also that I was sent here for very specific reasons, I also feel that as though I am an outcast because no one else can relate to me except for my husband, it's ironic because one day recently we were driving around and we were having a conversation about the universe and how there are multiple universes and how I felt like I wasn't from earth, how it in the most extreme ways feels like I don't belong here, we said the exact sentence at the same time without even looking at each other! Which majority of the time isn't a coincidence, because I finish most of his thoughts spoken and unspoken. So I can definitely relate to how you feel. As "AutismRobotrix" stated, saying that we are aliens in a sense of speaking I really believe that to be true.
Winter_Solace (109 posts)
7 years ago (2017-11-03)
What makes you think there's more than one universe?

I, too, feel the same way. I believe we all have gifts that can help humanity out. And not just humanity, but all creations. There are a lot of humans who are not listening to Our Creator. We can lead them to Him and true happiness using our powers. Of course we are human too, but your souls may not be fully human originally. If you can realize this, then you should be able to feel the evil spiritual forces at work with their plans to enslave us even more. I believe the time is coming fast that we all must come together under God to put a stop to their plans. Not all of us are fully human, spiritually. We should embrace what we originally were.

There is a lot I know and am willing to share, depending. If you feel the calling of your soul to find more answers, send me and email: jacksonk3llyrocker [at] gmail. Com
stefvebe (1 stories) (1 posts)
7 years ago (2017-11-03)
Angelus, you say "I like the humans" Remember this... You both are spirtual beings with an human body. All living things on this planet are spiritual beings. Some have more "abilities" and access to information from the place we come from. This is something that everyone can learn to tap into if they truly believe and open up for it. Do not look down on anyone, do not think you are brighter than anyone, we are all here to learn and grow, in our own way.
Kaliska (1 stories) (3 posts)
7 years ago (2017-11-02)
Hello Angel,

As psychicgirl said, there are many people who feel the same way you do. I have even felt the same way you have for a long time. I never felt like I belonged, even growing older, I grew more apart from humans. But I was able to find myself eventually.

There is a website I go to, it's where other people who feel like you talk about their experiences. It may help you if you decide to join-


I hope this helps...
Psychicgirl18 (3 stories) (69 posts)
7 years ago (2017-11-01)
Hi Angel,
I have a simliar story to your own and I know what your feeling. Have you ever looked into the idea that you may be a starseed? If you have heard of us. Just know that you are not alone and more people like us are here than you think. Hope this helps.
angelus109 (2 stories) (3 posts)
7 years ago (2017-11-01)
I like the humans, I find a lot of them fascinating in a manner of speaking. Sure, there are some that are not very bright and see everything in black and white (by that I mean they're too simple-minded) but what fascinates me is that they are able to learn from mistakes, depending on if they want to or not. Personally I feel like protecting all life including humans. I am not capable of hate because let's face it, it leads nowhere. Creation is my home, my neighborhood, I just want to get to know the neighbors and explore the rest of my home, if you know what I mean. I hope this answers your question.
AutismRobotrix (2 stories) (5 posts)
7 years ago (2017-11-01)
Angel, I think that you are like me. I have the same problem. Between the two of us, I think that we are aliens. But that is not a bad thing, necessarily... My questions for you are: Do you like the humans? Do you feel like you have to protect them? Or do you hate them and want to go "home"?

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