I have posted other 2 stories in my other account (Can't log back in) Called MoonInsideMe. Over there I put a bit more about my past and who I am.
I have so many things to say but let's just start by saying that I am 19 years old, and I've been aware that I am a Starseed and not from around here for since I was little. I once asked a spiritual teacher why I felt so different and felt these weird feelings (sorta what an empath feels) and she told me because I was an old would that was very close to the "level of the heavens".
I don't exactly remember when it happened but I just know that I've been desperate for answers to who I am, because the thing is, I feel like I have powers and I KNOW I that I come from another civilization that chose to come here to safe and heal the earth and I guess humans, but for some reason, it's like it's locked and I can't see anything, I can't have dreams to communicate, I can't astral project. Overall it's like I am stranded here without any contact with my true family.
One thing I mentioned in my other stories it that I feel like a type of soldier or warrior from my home and I was meant to "fight" here.
I am writing this on May 11th, 2020, but I've been meaning to write this since February or so.
Something is happening with the planet, and with the galaxy. But I've known this was going to happen for a while now.
Around October 2019 I started having these "anxiety attacks" where I would feel like I was running out of time for something, and I knew danger was coming and I needed to do something about it, to get moving. I couldn't focus on my studies because and nothing from the muggle world because I couldn't ignore this feeling like it was the moment to get ready to start my mission, because it was about to start.
Almost every night I fall asleep crying begging for a sign on what I should do. I feel like my army is here and it's like I'm a soldier left behind because I have no communication. I know my brothers and sisters are out there right now defending the planet and actively doing what we were sent here to do. Using the powers I feel I have but they can actually use them.
UFO's sittings have increased immensely, the pentagon just confirmed the existence of aliens and UFO's, but why did they do it? Why now?
"The hum" AKA The trumpet of the apocalypse are just... I've seen dozen of videos about them and I see comments asking their propose, but I just know that they are from the skies to tell me, my family incarnated as humans that they are here, and it's time to begin.
This was a very messy message, but I'm just desperate.
I know something is happening this 2020, beyond a virus. This change has been coming from years now, but humans refuse to listen to it. Global warming, wars, fires, floods, human cruelty, end of species, pandemics. It's like these are the steps to something bigger.
I just need to know if anyone else feels like this. I need to know the truth behind what is happening on this 2020, and if any of starseeds or star people are here, awake and fulfilling their purpose.
Please email me or comment here, please.