I'm not very good with those long/rambling introductions, so I'll just "get down to business".
Yesterday, I was hanging around my room the whole afternoon, with nothing better to do and alone, so I began reading those Tobias & Guy cartoons - 'cause, you know, it's funny, right? The idea of a big, tall, handsome demon boyfriend, appearing out of nowhere right in front of you, and asking you out on a date! It's awesome, I simply love those cartoons. But anyway, let's get back to my story.
I was just hanging around and reading funny cartoons, then an idea came about: "What if that's actually something?" So I started Googling like crazy about this kind of stuff; until I came across something called 'an incubus.' I thought to myself, "Well, that's something new to me, never heard of 'an incubus' before, so let's look this up a bit, see where it goes." Then I began reading about it, the history, some rituals and stuff, and it was then that I began 'feeling' things.
And, well, you know, I'm not really the kind of person to be always 'feeling' things, 'sensing' things around me, 'energies', or whatever. Or so I thought. And, to be completely honest, that 'feeling' thing scared me to death, 'cause NOTHING that's ANYTHING like that at all had happened to me before; well, not until yesterday. You know, I hadn't even done anything (I guess), just reading about it? I really don't know what kind of consequences 'reading' about something could've possibly had, but I found out yesterday that's *probably* not a very good idea (and pretty much safer just staying away). But anyway.
All of a sudden, I started 'hearing' things, 'seeing' things, 'sensing' what's around me in general - and not in a particularly good way either. That's become so creepy and annoying to the point that I could make a list out of the things that I began experiencing:
SOUNDS: 5 quick ticks on glass (completely out of nowhere and constantly!); BELLS really close and then fading in the distance; children, sometimes crying, other times giggling; metal being hammered (like in a construction site, but there isn't anything like that near my home); small bumps and cracks on objects around me; OTHER: 'shadows' going around behind me, then when I look it's everything still; a FINE RINGING in my ear, that one I looked up and it seems it's called 'tinnitus'; and finally the worst one that scared me the MOST: my head SUDDENLY 'TRIED' BLACKING OUT!
That last one was just like hypnosis, but out of nowhere! A few months ago I learned how to prevent a strong hypnosis from taking hold, and thanks to that I hadn't really BLACKED OUT, 'cause if it weren't for the fact that I'd learned before to resist a hypnotic compulsion, I most certainly would've, and right now I'm actually not sure at all what kind of thing could've happened to me!
So that's it, end of story. Oh, wait, because that's happening to me EVER SINCE! I might as well put a name on whatever is ticking that damn invisible glass, 'cause it's become almost a family member now, every few minutes it's telling me it's right there (probably staring at me, no less?).
I don't know. Help, I guess?
Also, just so you guys know: I can't even talk to my family about ANY of this; they're like those really wacko - Christian "O, My Lord Jesus!" Crazy kind of people, all they'd do is say "Pray to the Lord and repent on your knees for your sins!," not actually helping with anything and getting all stirred up as well, so I can't really tell them anything about. Anything at all!
Oh, by the way, have I mentioned the door wants to shut itself up now? I needed to get weights and put them holding it in one place, 'cause it also took a liking to start making that annoying screeching noise, just to scare me. Also, a white-grey cat has appeared as well around my house, I've never seen that cat before; when I was going to the kitchen, there it was, then it ran away from me and jumped through the window. That's happened twice now, yesterday late at night and today in the afternoon.
And when I'm relaxing in my bed, laying over my belly and using the laptop, I've been feeling my limbs and my back, I don't know, 'funny'; it's as if they're cold, but somewhat also 'electrified', pricking up a bit, like I'd applied some really cold, herbal massage gel, except that under my skin. It's hard to explain, and I've never felt that before; I don't even know if there's a name for all this. And it also 'weighs' on me; however it does, I've got no idea! It's as if there's 'someone' or 'something' laying down 'over' me, including when I'm standing, it's really odd. All that seems so surreal, that kind of thing we only watch on horror movies and stuff, except that it's happening (of all people) TO ME!
You know, I used to fancy myself an agnostic atheist, but right now I don't know what the hell I am anymore. I don't know with all that kind of stuff happening to me, maybe some priest or minister could help? Sprinkling some holy water around and blabbering a while in some ancient tongues wouldn't hurt, I guess. Or perhaps that's exactly why, if there's actually something 'ethereal' going on around me, it might've taken some 'special' interest on me 'cause of my beliefs? Maybe something like, "Hah, let's scare the heck out of this atheist!", kind of thing? I really don't know.
In any case, whatever that is, I want it gone - for yesterday! It's scaring the hell out of me already, I don't want whatever that may be 'around' me somehow 'growing' any more than what it already has, that's pretty much enough for me that I can handle. As I said, I wasn't ever into that whole 'multidimensions' kind of thing, then once in an entire lifetime that I happen to go into it, all this happens. Alright, lesson taken, "stay away from 'the unknown,' you can't handle it", now that's enough. Back to normal mode.
P.S. By the way, what's up with the number five? Why five? When I began checking that up, I actually took a big fright out of it, jumped out of bed: the NUMBER OF DEATH?! Damn, and that thing was all day long today and yesterday making those "five ticks on glass" - nonstop! You gotta be kiddin' me, right? Am I going to DIE now, for one single Google session going WILDLY wrong, as it seems now? Geez, maybe I need some ACTUAL help, that's beyond anything I could've imagined for a lazy afternoon! That's insane!