Hi, my real name is Nico.
It is hard to find a good place to start. Normally the beginning serves as a good starting point but I would like to keep this short as it is my first submission to this website.
I suppose a brief history would help explain who I am.
When I was very young I was involved in an accident. This was my first out-of-body experience and because I was too young to realize that this was not the norm, I accepted it. Throughout my childhood I continued to see various things, (sorry to be so vague but It is not relevant at this point) and was soon ostracized upon explaining my experiences to others. I became very inward and after one vision that later turned out to be accurate I became an insomniac and it stayed that way for many years.
I developed 'gifts' at an early age but always considered them to be 'wrong' and 'bad' because of what I was told and the way that I was treated. I was placed on anti-psychotics and anti depressants, etc.
I was twelve years old when I ran away from my abusive parents (this is my first time here and this is a lengthy story). I am now thirty years old. I had spent a long time trying to suppress and deny who and I guess 'what' I am. I found that even speaking to people regarding pre-cognition, channeling or visions would cause the flood gates to open and I would again be slave to the 'gifts'.
It has seemed over the years that the more I have tried to ignore these 'gifts' the more violently they have taken a hold of me. I finally gave in and began searching for better ways to enter the various states, methods that don't cause severe headaches and black outs. I also wanted to learn how to control what had already become so vivid.
After much practice and various experiments I have succeeded in obtaining the attention of those that Call themselves 'friends' and explained that they are energy beings as are we but at a higher vibrational level. I guess that if you splash around in the ocean for long enough someone will arrive in a boat and ask you if you want a ride. They have offered me much advice and are constantly relaying information that is way above my current intellectual capacity. Mostly in regard to energy, light, physics, quantum physics, super conductors, etc. They have explained to me many things.
I would very much like to converse with anyone who has experienced the same things that I have or have similar or better understanding. I know that at this point I have been very vague and I ask you to be patient. I would like for this to be the beginning of a conversation with friends.