This isn't so much of a story as it is a cry for help or advice. About a couple years ago, I began hearing voices of people close to me in my head, as if they were having a conversation. As it figured out, I believe I am actually able to make connections with people which allow me to hear their voices and perhaps influence their thoughts.
Recently, this is beginning to get much stronger and I'm relitively afraid because I do not have control over them. I have begun to hear vibrations at certain times and can feel energy from living and non-living entities. I have always had lucid dreams, but now it has turned into me basically living different lives in my dreams, as I almost see them as being in different astral planes.
I do tarot cards and have had countless encounters with ghosts. Can someone please give me advice on who I can talk to to monitor and control these increasingly powerful powers. Upon seeing people, I can feel what they feel and can almost predict what they are going to do/say before they even do it.
I meditate occasionally but do not prefer to do it, because I begin to see, hear, and feel spirits. I'm afraid that they are trying to possess me because every time I meditate I begin to tingle, but I feel a very heavy presence on my chest and it's alarming. I very much need to master these powers so perhaps I could help people using them. By cleansing their auras, more accurately reading tarot cards, or being a psychic/medium.
Any advice would be wonderful, honestly. I have no one I can talk to about these things, because I'm afraid they won't be understanding and my thinking I'm crazy or psychotic and may turn me in for mental evaluations. Thank you all so much!