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Losing The Ability To See Ghosts?


Here is what happened before: I will be 14 in one month. Prior to this I never even thought about ghosts and barely had an interest. Let me start from the beginning. In October of 2015, I started sensing presences and seeing thing flit around out of the corner of my eye. I started to think I was losing my mind. Over the course of a few weeks, I began to see large people shaped orbs, and lots of energy floating around everywhere. Then the energy and orbs were accompanied by flashes of images in my mind when I closed my eyes. I made the mistake of telling my parents and they though I was making it up to get attention. In December, I started seeing shadow people move across rooms and stuff. I was so confused. At first I thought it was in my mind or I was going crazy, which is a very upsetting to a 13 year old. At the end of December, when I closed my eyes and there were no ghosts around, I would see a picture of an eye in my mind. Sometimes it had rainbow colors in the part around the pupil, or it would have the galaxy in it. Only when I closed my eyes though. A couple days ago, I saw small purple spheres floating around my mom. I've seen lots of these over the course of my life time, but I never knew what they were until a few days ago when I googled it because I thought my retina was detaching or something. It turns out they're orbs. Anyway, so I am sooo confused and with my parents just thinking I'm making it up doesn't help any. I don't know if I am crazy or really clairvoyant. Also, I should mention I can't hear the ghosts talk or anything.

Another interesting experience I've had: I touched an old coin from 1853 and I got tons of images flashing in my mind of a battlefield, a black guy with a blue cap, and an eagle. Things like this have happened a few times now.

Also, I've been having very vivid dreams and lucid dreams many times the last week or two. And when I don't lucid dream, there are little hints to tell me I am. For example, last night there was "Dream" written on my hand. I didn't know it though.

A few weeks ago, I had a dream I died. I literally felt like I was dying. When I died, I saw a golden light and my dead grandfather, among others who I recognized in the dream but I don't now. My grandpa said to come along and I told him I wasn't ready. I soon realized that being a ghosts was pretty fun. I could move stuff around and scare people. Oh I should probably mention that when I died I stayed away from my family. Anyway, so my power to move stuff was really strong when I was around strangers. But, when I went back to my family, I couldn't move stuff anymore. I tried so hard but it didn't work. When I woke up, I realized that my dream meant that if I didn't accept who I was around my family, my abilities would weaken.

Interesting experiences, huh? My mom and grandmother were psychically in tune but never saw ghosts. I did nothing to trigger this and never had any past experiences with the paranormal, except for right after my grandfather died. Me and my brother had clocks by our beds. After he died, our clocks would go crazy. The time would change. Like 5 minutes later it would change by like 5 hours. This went on for a while and I asked who ever it was to stop. They did and I had no problems with my clock ever since. This happened 3 year ago. Lately I've decided that dead people are more trustworthy and there for me than the living. I've decided that even if my parents can't accept me, I would never give up seeing ghosts, if that is what's happening. Any ideas on if this is normal or not? And if I really am seeing ghosts, why am I the only one in my family?

Ok, so lately I haven't seen many ghosts and I live in fear every day. I am afraid of losing my ability. Like I see maybe one a day and right before bed my mind is flooded with images. That's it. Now, I keep hearing a weird ringing sound in my ears. It comes with a feeling like I got lighter or something. Does this ringing sound have anything to do with this?

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darkassassin92 (1 stories) (215 posts)
8 years ago (2016-02-15)
I have seen things in the corner of my eye many times but I think I am delusional or hallucinating. Like I said I am interested in the paranormal but I'm a atheist.
ghyalunk (2 stories) (2 posts)
8 years ago (2016-02-14)
I feel the ghosts emotions a lot. It is really hard because I feel them through me and I am really tired and annoyed usually and snap at people, which doesn't really make me desirable to be around, but I can't just be like, "It's the ghosts." Lots of people don't understand, especially the ones in my family. 😢 Thanks for the advice! Even in my dreams I see ghosts... And I have had several dreams where I have died. One more dream since I have published this... And in my dream I can feel being released from my body. But in each dream, I try to cross over, but I can't.

Also like I said, I get this weird ringing sound in my ears a lot and it feels like I'm in high pressure... I sure do hope I don't end up hearing them because I really really really am perfectly fine with seeing them in my mind... I don't need to hear them lol. I'll email you if I have any more questions! 😁
Maddy09 (19 posts)
8 years ago (2016-02-12)
Hello ghyalunk,

And thank you so much for sharing your story:) I find it quite interesting, and it makes me want to share some of my thoughts with you:)

First of, i'd like to ask you, about your emotions and thoughts, on what you are currently experiencing. Being able to sense spirits and dead people, can be a bit hard on you, as time goes by, as lost souls carry a lot of emotions/feelings/memories/regrets etc and knowing someone can know and understand that, might make them "clingy" and end up taking it a little bit overboard, and the way a person is, plays a huge role on how able they are to handle a situation and how able they are to protect themselves.

Reading your story, I felt the need to share some ways to protect yourself (in case you don't know how to) from all these energies and dead people that are surrounding you. As you have already noticed, everything around us is about energy. You have one too, and that's what we need to keep safe and cleansed:) What you can do, is pray (or make some happy thoughts, anything that will fill you with positivity and a warm feeling in your chest) and keep doing so until you feel overwhelmed by that positive energy. Then, there are two things you can do: One is to make orbs, light balls, to keep your energy cleansed, and to push away all foreign energies that might try and launch onto you, especially because of your situation. To make them, just put your two palms together, one opposite to the other, and visualize your energy as a light that is flowing through your arms and into that gap between your palms, forming an orb. The more energy you put into it, the stronger its effect it will be. You can also make those, to cleanse the energy into a room, or to keep you cleansed while you sleep at night so that you don't get nightmares or weird dreams (other things play a role too, but the orbs still help). Second thing you can do, is visualize your energy spreading around you, forming a bubble. Just like with the orb, the more energy you put in it, the stronger it becomes. Make sure your intent of the way you want to use your energy is clear, for a better result:)

Your experiences might look extra-ordinairy and really fun, but I would like you to still remember to keep yourself protected. I know you probably want to explore more, and maybe help those dead people find peace, but a lot of times it can turn into something ugly. If you feel like you want to discuss more, about spiritulity or about ways to use your gift and help people, don't hesitate to email me:) I'd be glad to help you anyway I can.

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