After starting to try and learn telekinesis I started seeing faint lines of colors on the object. Like blue, orange and a whitish green. I'd like to know if I'm seeing auras or just imagining things, because I'd have to really concentrate on it.
Secondly, I feel like my energy manipulation is being blocked when I try to use it. It feels like there might be a barrier between the energy and my palm. I'm scared that my psychic abilities might be fading away. When I try to meditate I get easily distracted or I can't find a good thing to focus on! Plus my telekinesis (even if it's small) has been failing or being a lot weaker.
I go to bed at about 1:00 a.m., so could my lack of sleep be affecting it? I would just like to know if there's anything I'm doing wrong, and what I can do to develop my abilities instead of depleting them. I also need tips on meditation, like what to focus on, how long to do it, how to stay focused, etc.
I also seem to be getting flashes of shadows and silver wisps out of the corner of my eyes, and in the mirror. Could this be the beginning of some kind of ability, or am I just over reacting? I need answers and I'm willing to learn, so please respond.
So please be kind and answer my questions, Specterkid,