First, I need to say that I am a very creative person, being involved professionally in many art forms and am constantly looking for new perspectives. It is my main source of spirituality. So when I say that I've had paranormal experiences, one might think that my imagination has something to do with it. Not so. When it comes to the dark forces or other forms of spirituality, I am very logical and do not overreact.
Since I was young, I've had all of the classic symptoms of Sleep Paralysis: Obviously paralysis, the feeling of something horrible in the room, shortness of breath, or a heavy sensation on my chest (other than my endowments). There is one exception, however. Preceding the "attacks" all of the hair on my arms and neck stand straight up, and I can then feel a heavy sensation closing in... One of my most recent "attacks" involved a heavy, thick, hot, fluid-like presence pouring into my head and washing down the entire length of my body. It stayed seemingly forever, then "washed" out through my feet. My body never felt so much like a vessel, if that makes any sense. I felt as if my body were a shell at the time. Afterward, I told whatever was doing this (I have reason to believe this is more than brain hormones) to knock it off, it was getting irritating. Nothing happened.
Before I was married, I lived in an apartment with SP continuing. I awoke very thirsty, so I walked through he darkened rooms to the kitchen where I poured a large glass of soda. I took it back to my room, and as soon as I entered, the glass flew across the room and bounced off the opposing wall, spilling the contents. I thought maybe the glass (plastic) had some condensation on it, maybe I had squeezed it too hard, and it flew across the room. I cleaned up the mess, and went back to the kitchen for another soda. The same thing happened as I entered my room. I raised an eyebrow, cleaned up the mess, and went to bed, determined that whatever it was wouldn't get a rise from me. I tried to reproduce the same thing the next morning, and no test came close to what happened the previous night. Other than the SP, nothing else happened in that apartment.
In my latest house, I woke up, needing to use the bathroom, and I didn't bother closing the door. Very suddenly, something or someone unseen and familiar, literally turned my head, and said with words my mind could hear, "IT'S RIGHT THERE!", and pointed (I can't explain how I know they were pointing) and the direction was just on the threshold of the bathroom, and for some reason, I knew that there was a nasty spirit-thing, about 2-3 feet high standing there, watching (Possibly this same voice also saved me from taking a nasty fall when I was 8 months pregnant, physically moving my hands so I could catch myself when walking in the house at night.).
There is also something else worth mentioning. Ever since I was young, I've had this feeling, like we (as people) are on the verge of something, something big, and I've had a feeling of incredible strength and courage with me. Lately, the feeling is so immense, I can hardly contain it. It almost hurts, and I'm wondering if anyone has felt something similar?
There is more I can write, but I think you get the idea. My question to all of this is, is there meaning to all of this? Did we do anything to anger certain forces? Are they curious? Are we destined for certain things in this life which threaten certain forces? And why do so many paranormal things happen during the night? Could the energy be different? Could the veil between the spirit world be thinner during this time? I'm grasping at straws here. I know with certainty these things are not the product of brain chemicals.