My story starts at my home in Phoenix, AZ one night about midnight. My mother at the time lived in a house next door to mine and this specific night I had the most uncomfortable sick feeling in my stomach and I sat on my porch and watched my mother's house until she left for work the next day. Something told me that something was wrong and it pointed me in her direction.
Morning came and she left for work and now I'm thinking I'm crazy this is not normal behavior for me. Anyway, I went in my house sat down and put on the news. As I was totally floored that headlines on the news was about 2 teenagers were shot mission style the night before about midnight in the same direction as my mother's house but about 1 - 2 miles further out. I was totally confused at what I had felt.
Time went on and I forgot about this experience until one day several years later on a sort of date with a guy I didn't know very well in the middle of the afternoon. I asked him if he wanted to out to the lake for a little while, which by the way I never did, anyway he said sure. We started to head that way and I started to get that same feeling, only stronger and more predominant. I didn't say anything to him as I thought he would think I was nuts. It went away and we continued on. 15 minutes later it came back twice as strong, and that's when I said something. I had to as this time it almost made me sick to my stomach.
I knew something was very wrong in the direction of the lake but I didn't know what or who. Once we got to the lake I ran into a friend that was frantic. When I asked her what was wrong she told me that a friend of ours about 1/2 hour ago went off a cliff on a quad and was seriously hurt. Then she told me 15 minutes later another one of our friends on her way to help the first one went head on into a full size pick up sideways on her dirt bike and had to be air lifted to the hospital.
Now I'm sad for them but scared for the feelings I recently had. The latest episode was about 1 week ago when out of the blue the sick feeling was back and very intense and everything I felt was leading to an ex boyfriend of mine being hurt and I was the cause. I was partially right but backwards, by the end of that week it was I who was hurt (physically and emotionally) and the ex boyfriend was why it had happened. I seem to have the feeling of something wrong and the direction the feeling is pointing me towards and even the time it is going to or has happened, but I am never right on the person that it is happening too.
Small things have also happened over the years like smelling perfume of someone I knew that has passed away. Hearing sounds in my home like furniture consistently moving or the feeling of being watched, I'm sure like a lot of people. But these "feelings" are getting stronger each time I have them, and I'm not sure if I should try to harness them and move on with them or put them aside as coincidence?