I've recently discovered in the last couple years, that I have psychic "abilities". The other day, I was taking a drive with my Dad and decided to ask him about his weirdest experiences. What shocked me was when he started talking about the "abilities" he had. They were extremely similar to mine. So I started telling him everything I had endured the past few years. He was very understanding, and figured one of us had to inherit what he could do (I have three brothers). My older brother and younger brother show signs of it, but it seems as though they don't realize the gift, or can only sense little fluctuations every now and then.
Except there is something that puzzles me. When I dream, I dream of other lives. Most people dream of the future, while I believe I dream of is the past. One of my most vivid dreams was being a gypsy girl and being chased by Nazis. It was all so real, and the next morning, I had even woke up with a mark on my arm, where the Nazi had grabbed me. I also know when I have dreams of the past because I wake up with ragged breathing, a cold sweat, and an awful tired feeling.
I wonder what is going on with this? And why me?
I've also been so tired lately. Even if I were to sleep half the day, I would still be so tired, it would seem like I only slept two hours. Lately I've been trying to lighten my aura, so people aren't as afraid to approach me. I can be the nicest person in the world, and people still walk by, trying to avoid me like I'm a leper.
Might this be why I'm so tired? Or is there possibly another reason?
I also wonder about what a spirit told me once while I was drifting into sleep. He came to me and whispered "You're supposed to help people. You're supposed to help us." And I know he wasn't an evil entity, because I can tell the difference very well. I told my Dad this and he thinks I inherited his gifts because I am supposed to carry out something he failed to. How can I know if I am supposed to find out who I'm to help?
Then it seems like I have this weird connection with WWII. I've dreamed of being chased by Nazi's, and I even had an interview dream. It was while I was sleeping, and I was just talking to a WWII veteran named Bryan/Brian (not sure on the spelling). I saw him in great detail, and I was just sitting on my bed talking to him. I saw his uniform, wounds, blood, sweat; everything. He told me to tell his family that he was sorry he couldn't come home and that he loved him. Why would he ask me to send out this message?
I've also almost died so many times in my actual life. It almost scares me. It makes me wonder if some supernatural force wants me dead, or if some other force is working to keep me alive. It feels like I'm destined for greatness, like I'm supposed to do something important. But how do I start to figure out all this?
Even sitting here now typing this, it feels like something doesn't want me to post this, as I feel a slight burning sensation in my left arm.
Any answers or help I could get would be much appreciated.