I had a go at doing a stand up last Sunday at my psychic school and I think I did pretty good as I'm having problems with my confidence and trusting my intuition, I'm finding it hard to tell the difference between my imagination or a message.
First of all, before I went up in front of people I had a one-to-one with a lady and I had the sensation of a stomach pain on my left. At this point I was not sure if it was me because I have crohns disease though then it did go away after a bit. Then I had an aching feeling 'like mad' in my right arm then my face felt pretty weird. Before I could say anything more the medium, my psychic teacher, said to the lady that I was having the one-to-one with someone she knew passed away not long. Then she went, "Oh yes someone I know passed away 2 weeks ago from a stroke."
Then I was being touched, had the sensation of being tickled across my face and at this point I felt very relaxed also confident so when I was asked to go up and have a go in front of people I was surprisingly calm and at ease.
I was then having the overwhelming sensation of tenderness, the odd feeling all around my neck and pressure in my ears like if your ears were blocked 'like if had water in them' my head felt really foggy and the feeling was so strong.
My medium 'teacher' she told me to ask how long ago that person had passed, clear in my head came 10 though I did question myself and asked again but I had nothing come into my head again so the medium said, well you got your answer lol.
Anyhow I was up there for a while and the Medium said that I was feeling how that person passed away, from being hung/suicide like asphyxiated and after I finished while I was still standing in front of people I was being tickled again on the top of my head, I was told that this was their saying of well done ' this was like this all the way home in the car' Though when I was in the car a name came to my head and it was a girl that I knew who passed away at the age of 14 who was found by my best friend hanging from tree by her hood 'a lot of people think it was an accident like a prank that went very wrong'.
I then phoned my friend to tell her what had just happened to me and she said you know who passed away 10 years ago on July? Well it only happened to be the girl that came into my head though I did push that thought away as to be honest I was not sure if it was just a random thought as I knew how she died, so because of this I was thinking of her and when I was on the phone still all the sensations came back. Also a few days ago I got woken up early hours of the morning with the word ASPHYXIATED that flashed in my mind and I mean it FLASHED followed by a bang. It's a bit odd to me as it was so strong and the flash, it was a flash inside my mind with the word asphyxiated and it sort of lit everything up.
It's hard for me to explain to be honest, also a few days ago I was hearing voices and when I was about to drift off to sleep a very loud bang ' more like something was pulled fast across my radiator' right next to me as the radiator is right next to my bed.
I then got up, put my light on and moved my bed to check if anything had fell down between my bed and the radiator, nothing was there even though if something did fall down it wouldn't have made that sort of noise as it was the noise of something being pulled fast across the radiator.
Also today my mum asked me to go downstairs to get her some soap and when I did, I was not sure on what she asked so I called up and asked, did you ask for soap mum and clear as day I heard yes though it was a voice of a child and to be honest it blew me away.
I really don't know what to think of this but I have been told that I do have a young Victorian girl called Isabelle who is one of my spirit guides, do you think this could have been her?
I've also been told that I have excessive energy as I do get a lot of bangs around me and sometimes I feel uneasy and scared with everything that is and has happened to me.
I told my medium teacher and she said when you have excessive energy like I do then things will happen and everything that I have told her she has heard of before 'with herself'.
She did say that the more I work to mediumship then the less it will happen and that the energy is trying to find a level, it will.
Also she said it will become calmer and I've got to learn not to be scared as it's a form of food to them and I don't want to fatten them up, could someone please explain what excessive energy is etc.