For a good while now I've been going to a psychic school to get the right sort of help that I need. For a long time now I've been hearing voices and having premonitions and most recently, seeing images and words in my head.
I had a big issue and still do really on trusting my intuition as sometimes I'm not sure if it's just a random thought of mine or something more meaningful like a message.
I have had some odd things happen to me and one was that I had a very negative entity that my medium 'teacher' got a shot from and she said it was dangerous. She told me that it was attracted to me because it knew the level I was on, which was not a fully developed medium/psychic and that it was playing games with me. Because of this I'm a bit scared of this happening again.
I do have a photo of this that I took and I haven't mentioned this to my medium teacher. I have only showed it to a few friends of mine though I do know that she knew what it looked like. She said it was not a monster but didn't really say much after that and when I did show a friend what the photo looked like, he googled a horned god and to be honest it looks sort of the same.
I'm scared of this happening again as I hear a lot of bangs and I just can't tell who and what I'm talking to. I've also been told I have excessive energy.
I get a lot of bangs around me and sometimes I feel uneasy and scared with everything that is and has happened to me. I told my medium teacher and she said that when you have excessive energy like I do then these things will happen. Everything that I've told her she has heard of before 'with herself, etc'.
My medium teacher said the more I work to mediumship than the less it will happen and that the energy is trying to find a level. She said it will become calmer and I've got to learn not to be scared as the energy is a form of food to them and I don't want to fatten them up. Sometimes I can't help but feel scared as I've had something negative around me so I'm always thinking the worst when I hear loud bangs because I just don't know what's around me.
Does anybody have any ideas on how I can control this fear and also if you can, explain what excessive energy means as I'm not really sure, like what it is and does etc.