I fell for someone for the first time ever last year when I was seventeen years old. Yes, I'd had premonitions before that of various things I'd seen, or heard. These premonitions were always about situations that could severely impact my life. For example, I knew the cause and time of the death of a man who went to my church, before I even had ever heard one of the words that came to me when I first knew it would happen. I also hear warnings when I'm in danger of being physically injured. For example, when I narrowly avoided, by ten feet or so, being crushed beneath a flying car. The most potent of my premonitions are in words and sentences and are accompanied by a driving feeling to do something in response.
Anyhow, I fell in love with a young man last year, and I'd never been in love before. This brought my strange ability starkly into the light. I began to know where he was. I would hear, in my head, 'walk down the hall in a few seconds, then turn left. He'll pass you.' Of course I thought this was silly; how often could I be right? So I always did what my mind told me to do. Guess what? He was always there.
I began to feel like a creep. It occurred more frequently as time went on. I liked to see him, of course, so I didn't stop doing so when I could. It got to the point where I would often see him multiple times per day, even though we had no classes in common and he didn't know me.
I ended up letting him know how I felt by the end of school last year. I apologized for being creepy in the letter, but didn't tell him about my ability to perceive where he was.
This year, I still feel the same way about him. We're friends and he doesn't feel towards me what I do for him, which is fine. However, what I know about him has become even more precise, and a bit frightening, I'll admit. I knew he was going to be at the movies when I was, and I know when I'm going to see him on the way home. I now also know when he's going to be online. I can sense when I'm going to see him the day before I do, and whether or not we're going to have a conversation. I sometimes perceive the emotions he's going to have the next time we interact.
I'm a bit alarmed at this phenomenon, and yet curious. Does this connection to him mean something? Am I supposed to help him with something? Is he in danger? Does it mean we're compatible and I ought to try harder to be around him, or is it simply because of how much he has influenced me? I wish I knew.
A few times I've even seen a bright yellow light flaring out around him. It's very beautiful. What worries me about it, though, is that the only other time I've seen someone shine in that way was when it came from my grandmother, a month before she died. But I'm guessing it means that I really care about that person, not that their health is at risk. At least, I hope that's what it means.
Anyhow, any ideas? Has this or does this happen to you? What do you think? Do you have any opinion as to how I ought to respond? Please tell me! I'd love feedback!