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Is This A Gift Or Am I Crazy?


I am a 36 year old mother of 4. I have ALWAYS had supernatural experiences throughout my life and truly believe I have a special gift. The reason I am writing is because I am at a cross roads as far as my gift is concerned. I have had dreams that come true many, many times. I have experienced a presence nearby, my side when I literally almost passed away. I have always had very precise intuition about people, events, etc., which always turn out to be accurate. I even had an experience where I was in meditation, and I visualized the stars and such, but then I was going extremely fast throughout space. I also saw a ball of light or fire while in meditation that was headed straight for me! That frightened me so I never tried to do that again.

To sum it up, I am scared. I'm not sure if I need medicine? Therapy? Or is this truly a genuine gift that I was born with? If the latter is correct, what do I do now? And why me? Am I meant to do good for others, or is it just simply a gift? Gosh, I'm so confused, I don't want to waste something so precious, and I am more than ready to get working on what I need to do to make this gift and my senses stronger so that I can be of use to someone in the future. If in fact that is what my calling is.

Oh, by the way, I come from a line of women, particularly my mom, who has had the same exact gift. But they were raised in the time when this was unacceptable, therefore they didn't pursue their gifts.

Any comments you have would be of great help to me.

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dreamergurl (guest)
14 years ago (2009-03-27)
You should definitely pursue this gift. As for what lies ahead, that is all in your fate. I see things like this (only not about psychic talents per se) in person's fate lines all the time. You must follow it, and trust your instincts from hear on out. If it comes to nothing (doubtful), well at least you tried. More than likely however, it will help you more than you ever could have imagined. If you want more info on what gifts you may posses, read the articles in this site, though you probably already have. Be Careful, and Good Luck.
saoling (1 stories) (11 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-21)
I think you have a gift. And you're not crazy! Medicines will not help. Embrace it. Meditate and don't be afraid and soon you will be able to control it.
dagingercode (1 stories) (36 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-17)
Are you sure you are a medium?

You will know what I mean if it is true.

Meditate. Listen to the ethos, I understand that even though medium's gift isn't as powerful, they can still gain enlightenment from meditation.
kazzoom (1 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-17)
Hey All,
Wow! You are so Amazing!
I Hate the Medicines. I never touch them or maybe I will take te first day and then not take anymore...
I loved this article and the feedbacks that where recieved to this topic.
I have Very Similar or identical stages to what you all have explained... But I can't see throughly. Its annoying! I have a feelin it has something to do with my eyes? Any Opinions?
Could it be the conacts or the Glasses? But either way it seems blurry! Although I do feel it through music that I listen to.

Tre (8 stories) (42 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-16)
You have a great gift don't be afraid of it. I always thought hanging around the supernatural would enhance peoples psychic ability. I have seen lots of ghosts demons and even an angel, but only once and the scene was quick, but my description is quite keen. A lighter skinned woman with a white dress, golden strained hair with a warm bright golden glow shining but faintly covering most of my room and she had white wings. As the light touched my skin I felt warm and tranquil, no worries anymore from hearing all those entities in my house, I felt safe. My family doesn't believe me becuase they never believe me. I've heard seeing an angel is quite rare in the physical realm, but I knew I saw her in my room as she left out my door. I couldn't see her face because she turned her head it as I looked at her face but all I saw was her smile.

I'm 15 now and have been trying to find out how my hunches work and my psychic powers work so I can see that angel once more. The hunch never fails but cannot tell if the hunch means good fortune or not. Your should train you psychic abilities as well to learn what the feelings or premonitions mean so when you sense it or feel it, you would know if its a conflinct or a day of good luck. Write the feelings or sense down and their assumed predictions down in a protable notepad.

Most regular people cannot see or feel spirit beings. I believe everyone is a psychic, but we humans do not use our five senses or sixth sense because of our way of life not using our senses to survive unlike animal who can see spirits and can sense natural disaster, some psychics can sense disasters even. Not using them properly our senses weaken and our sixth sense becomes dormant until it is tapped into again. That's my belief. Good luck with your psychic process. 😁
CupcakesAtTwilight (10 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-16)
You're not going crazy.
This is a wonderful gift passed down in, it sounds, your genetics. Take advantage of it. (Not in a bad way.)
Don't worry so much. Be glad you are blessed with this amazing way to live life. And best wishes for the future.
Starwatcher (8 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-16)
'"I don't want to waste something so precious, and I am more than ready to get working on what I need to do to make this gift and my senses stronger so that I can be of use to someone in the future. If in fact that is what my calling is."'

I think you may have answered your own question above.

I am also coming to a similar realization about my uncanny gift. It had seemed to have been in remission for awhile, but little things are starting to happen again and I've been told by several other people lately that I should work on developing it to help others. I had stopped doing so for a number of years.

Please don't be afraid of it, you've been chosen for a special reason, and you won't be harmed.

I felt bad and guilty and tortured that I couldn't stop tragedies I somewhat foresaw from happening, because I was only able to put the pieces all together like a puzzle AFTER they had occurred. It was then suggested to me that maybe I wasn't supposed to DO anything regarding the events, I just happened to be a specialized "receiver", like a radio or TV tuner and am able to get reception that some others can't. I hope this helps?
DreamState (10 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-16)
I know how you feel like I feel like my gift is like a curse or I am going crazy but just let your gift take over you and everything will work out with you.
ICU (11 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-14)
You should start a journal, recording anything you think is psychic related. Look back on it and comment. Then work it out how accurate you are. It can also help sort out whether you are crazy or not.

Personally, I think you may not be crazy. You are probably very sensitive. I'm not sure what the light or fire that you were heading towards is, but probably a good idea to do some research.
dusitn (1 stories) (11 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-13)
#1 your not crazy... If you where you wouldn't be asking if you where crazy ud just persume that you wernt. And I don't know much myslef either I'm just 15 and just now looking into if I'm phychic but I advise you to meditate more... I see somewhat the same thing but it just passes thrugh me to reveal another and you might find meaning in it
ChristallyneChild (11 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-12)

To tell you the truth, I don't really trust any type of medicine. I myself take some over the counter medicine, but only when I'm sick. Other than that, I never do. I just shield.

TaylorHatesLove (11 stories) (93 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-12)
Hey Val,
I saw your comment about medicine. Well I have to take this persciption medicine for my headaches, and I'm wondering if it affects my visions at all? Lately I've been having barely any, so I'm trying to avoid taking the medicine.

If you can help, I'd appreciate it.

Taylor ❤
ChristallyneChild (11 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-12)
Don't take medicines... They only mess us up. You're not crazy either, you're just getting stronger. Don't be scared...everything's going to get better in a bit.:)

Buruberi (2 stories) (39 posts)
14 years ago (2009-03-12)
Well, I'm only 14 so I have only limited life knowledge, but you should pursue as best you can your abilites. I have decided to open myself up to them. For many psychics, it is to help people. I would primarily start with my children, then friends etc. And you said abilities ran in the females of your family? If any of your children are girls, I would start looking out for psychic abilties.

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